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Name: Bobby ColdHeart
Birthday: 9 Nov 92
Gender: Male
Horoscope: Scorpio
School: Singapore Polytechnic (SP)
Bukit Merah Secondary School (BMSS)
Zhangde Primary School (ZPS)

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Thursday, February 9, 2012

Screw this bullshit. No one will ever give a shit about the solution u try to provide. Since u wan it tat way. So be it. Already tell u the easiest solution to do it already. Wan do ur method den go do it. I said whatever i nid already. Dun listen things screw up blame it on urself.

The Billionaire

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Firstly, I would like to thanks Wales
and Mr Goh from SP School of Business
for inviting me to watch "The Billionaire"
which start screening on Thursday,
therefore I'm the lucky few to get to
watch it before it screen.

"The Billionaire" is the story of how
a guy by the name of "Top" (That's
what i remembered cause most people
call him by that name) who found,
Tao Kae Noi (Which means young
entrepreneur in Thai), a grilled seaweed
company. He started off selling arms
which real life cash in online games,
and he move on to try and sell electronics
but was scam. After that he move on to
F&B.

Although there are many ups and downs
in his life, he is not afraid to stand
up whenever he falls. And that got me
thinking about a speech that Steve Jobs,
the founder of Apple, said during Stanford
University College Graduation. You can
find his speech here.

In his speech, he told the graduates
three story. The first was about
connecting the dots, second was about
love and lost, while his third was death.

On my way back home via a long bus trip,
I was reflecting on the movie, "The
Billionaire" which i just watched. I
suddenly remembered the speech that Steve
Jobs made and realize the similarity between
these two stories. Therefore, I compared
them to mind.

Connecting the dots. I started out graduating
from my secondary school with a life
long goal to create my own game studio.
Since my grades weren't that great as I
was fooling around and playing during the
exams period, therefore i couldn't get into
the Diploma in Game design and Development.

Thurs I went into the Diploma in Digital
Media instead. Although it wasn't what I
wanted but I decided to stay and trust
that it will all work out somehow. After
studying the course for three years now,
I believe it is one of the best decision
I made at that age. Instead of going for
low-polygon model, I learn how to create
both high-polygon and low-polygon models.
That's not all. I get to meet all sorts
of people from various fields. If I were
to stick to DGDD, I wouldn't have met
artiste from the marker of 3D feature films.

Therefore, looking back now when I'm in
my third year, we can't connect the dots
looking forward. You can only connect them
looking backwards. Right now, I'm trying
to push a self-funded web-series project
and I strongly believe that it will work
out somehow and we can make a name out of
it. Again, I can't connect the dots looking
forward, therefore I have to trust it in
something. Be it my guts, skill, friends,
anything. I believe that it will work out.
I believe in this approach that's can make
a difference in my life and to those around
me. Always have faith in the dots with you
lay or those you are going to lay.

Love and loss. Just like Steve Jobs, I found
what I loved to do early in life. I started
out programing my first HTML page at the age
of six and I felt in love with Infocomm
Technology. Being expose with many different
genre of games inspired me to make my own
games.

Well, I'm still considered quite young thus
I don't have much loss. But if I have to
point out a loss, I would say that I couldn't
make it into the course which I hope to get in.
But it all turn out well. I got into a course
which prove to be a even better one, all thanks
to the exposure.

In life, you tend to fall alot. But don't lose
faith. The only thing which kept me going was
that I knew what I loved and I knew what my
goal was. You got to find out what you love,
and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do
what you love to do. By doing what you love to
do, you will create great works.

If you haven't found what you love yet, keep
looking, don't settle. You will know it in
your heart when you find it.

Death. I almost drowned once during my third
year in secondary school. It was during a kayaking
session where we have to capsize our kayak and
swim out of it. My leg got stuck and I almost
gave way. That's when i realize. Accident do
happen and it might happen to you. Therefore,
if you were to live each day as if it was your
last, one day you will be correct.

Remembering that you will die someday will
give you the hidden sense to hear what your
heart has to tell you. As everything that
create you, your pride, your anger, your
everything, is nothing when you face death.
leaving only those things truly important to you.
"Remembering that you are going to die is the
best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking
you have something to lose. You are already naked.
There is no reason not to follow your heart."

Our lives are short. Which makes even more
sense that we should live a life of our
own and not by the expectation of others.
Follow your heart. It will lead the way
for you.

Before he end his speech, he wish the graduates
to Stay hungry, Stay Foolish. I would like to
wish the same to you. Stay hungry, Stay Foolish.
The thirst for knowledge and the flare to not
give up will someday bring you to greatness.
Once again, Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish.

May everyday is a Sunny day!~

Monday, December 26, 2011

I still dun like being in a crowd.
I rather watch from afar.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

소녀시대 makes our lives Complete.

May everyday is a Sunny day!~

The Pencil Story

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

May everyday is a Sunny day!~

NYX

Friday, August 26, 2011

The darkness shaded the somnolent trees,

Only the fireflies who give lambent light

To the serene , somber, and soundless night

And it put me into the state of reminiscing memories

Is saw the stars forming constellations,

They made me remember the time I held your arms,

As i gaze sweetly upon your loving charms

Oh, I want to love again and see the visions.

Then I saw the moon looknig at me;

Waves and flashes of memory calls again.

I promise! Tonight will be the last night;

Fo once, I want to sleep over the moonlight glen.

To forget thee while lying in the real beauty of the night.

-End-

May everyday is a Sunny day!~

Words

Sunday, July 24, 2011

i just cant stand ppl saying words like

"i won't bother to do so much detail.
no wont would see it anyway."

"Its okay la dun nid so detail ppl wont
stand there and see."

"nvm la so small ppl wont notice."

correct la. sometimes ppl wont actually
see those kind of thing. but where is your
pride in your work.

even if people wont see it we must always do
our best. these half ass work and attitude.
i wont even consider you as a artiste/designer.

May everyday is a Sunny day!~

ITP

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

WEE!~ my 4th week for ITP already XD
i still havent write my log book >.<
na ottokae this friday have to show
my log book liao.

Anyway, im very happy working in SP
innov GRC. i learn alot over there.
its like wad i wan to do. =] shall
write my log book later and finish up
by tmr before lunch keke. i still have
work to show tmr so i shall start doing
later XD even when i plan to start at 12.

May everyday is a Sunny day!~

Isolation

Friday, April 15, 2011

Once again, I have bunk myself up in the clubroom.
Close to the point of breaking down, controlling
my emotions so that it will not show. Seriously.
Nobody listens to whatever i say. So why the hell
do I care for them. Everything is not as it was one
year ago. I noticed that the one who change was not
the others. It was me who have change. I grew too
attach to them and now i am creaing a distance between
me and the rest. Theres no point getting too close
to others. You will just end up hurting yourself
even more. Relationshp, who needs one. You can only
depen on yourself. Nobody but yourself understand
what you are going through the best. What for telling
others your problem. They won't even give a shit about
you anyway.

I once step out of my world of darkness. But life
itself is a bitch. If you leave yourself open, Life
will eat you up and shit you out and make you wish
that you shouldn't have been born. That's why I went
back to my own world and barricade myself inside, never
to come out again.

Who needs friends when you can stand strong yourself.
Screw the there is no I in a Team. Nobody will care
about their teammates. They will only leech off from
the stronger ones. There is no Us. It's only me and
the rest of the crowd. Isolation is all I need. Who
gives a damn about friendship. Who the hell care about
relationship. I will stand strong and bring down what
ever shit that is in my way.

Who needs company. Team is for the weak. I walk alone.
Leech off from me for all you want. I will take you down.
I don't care who the hell you are. I will prove that
even when i go solo i can still perform as efficent as
your so called "team".

May everyday is a Sunny day!~

Given Up

Thursday, April 14, 2011

I dreamed I was missing. You were so scared.
But no one would listen. 'Cause no one else
cared.

After my dreaming, I woke with this fear.
What am I leaving, when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know.

When my time comes, forget the wrong that
I've done, help me leave behind some reasons
to be missed. And don't resent me, and when
you're feeling empty. Keep me in your memory,
Leave out all the rest.

Don't be afraid, I've taken my beating. I've
shared what I've made. I'm strong on the
surface, not all the way through. I've never
been perfect, but neither have you.

Forgetting all the hurt inside, you've learned
to hide so well pretending someone else can come
and save me from myself. I can't be who you are.

Another day's been laid to waste in my disgrace.
Stuck in my head again, feels like I'll never
leave this place. There's no escape.

I'm my own worst enemy.

I've given up, I'm sick of feeling, is there
nothing you can say.

Take this all away, I'm suffocating. Tell me what
the fuck is wrong with me!

I don't know what to take, thought I was focused
but I'm scared. I'm not prepared.

I hyperventilate, looking for help somehow somewhere.
And no one cares.

If there is a God, put me out of my fucking misery.

May everyday is a Sunny day!~

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Thursday, February 9, 2012

The Billionaire

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Tuesday, December 13, 2011

The Pencil Story

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

NYX

Friday, August 26, 2011

Words

Sunday, July 24, 2011

ITP

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Isolation

Friday, April 15, 2011

Given Up

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