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Name: Bobby ColdHeart
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Thursday, November 29, 2007
just half a year more and my duty is over but this half a year seems to be 10 full years... this is wad i think about BM NCC now... BM NCC cadets who read this post... no offends but this is reali wad i think.
when i first knew i was in NCC, i was happy. during my sec 1 trainings we have fun with all with our NCOs although i kana bully alot of times by my mates. overall it is nice. even in the march campthe NCOs encourge the cadets to press onto higher heigths. although the camp uses alot of our energy, the NCOs always encourge us and make us forget about out triedness. the NCOs work hard together with us. they wanted us to have fun and thats the main point about NCC. work together as a whole unit. part a, b, c and d. learn together, learn other's mistake and make sure we do not do the same error.
when in sec 2, alot i hate randy, my formal NCO, alot, but we still have fun with all his joke and his f**king expression. the training they plan was a bit cock up i must say but we still learn alot bout leadership and all from them. although during that time my platoon only have 3 people including me hu always come. in camp fest,which is a 2 days camp, have teach me to work together as a team. i have learn that together we stand and seperated we fall. if u chiong inside a battle field alone u will die in less then a minute. but if u chiong with ur platoon, u can survive longer as they will help u out in the operation.
but in sec 3, when we take our the post of NCOs, its a brand new story. from what i feel, this year's NCOs TOTALY SUCKS even ME. lets say about me first ( i was part a ps ). for an example, when i was supose to call the part a to come and they dun come, i kana becos the part As blame me. when i supose to call and i dun call, i kana and i know its my fault. but i called and all come also i kana becos either they fight between them self. comparing with all the previous NCOs, i did a very bad job. becos last time, the cadets fight, they can clear up the mess but now i cant. during training, the cadets push all the blame to me, the other NCOs push the blame to me, even the CLTs and teachers. what do they know about the part a. they are a group of kids who do not behave. i have been trying hard to control them already now i am at my limits. theres nothing i can do... its like u did everthing u could to help but its just not progressing but instead, it got worse. last time i use to be very serious about training and made all of the part a to be scared of training and only about 12 out of 24 came for training. now in training too kind to them. although around 20 out of 24 came but they climb over the NCOs head. too serious cannot, too kind also cannot. SO WTF YOU WANT ME TO DO TAKE A KINFE AND FORCE THEM TO DO WHATEVER THE CLTS OR OTHER NCOS WANT? I AM A HUMAN I DUN GIVE A DAMN WTF YOU THINK ABOUT ME BECOS I ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH OF THIS STUFF SO NEXT TIME I AM GOING TO GO SERIOUS. I DUN GIVE A DAMN WHETHER THEY WANNA COME OR NOT ITS NOT MY PROBLEM I DUN F**KING CARE WHETHER WE GET BRONZE SILVER OR GOLD UNIT AWARD THE BM NCC I KNOW NOW I WORSE THEN THE BM NCC I KNEW IN THE PREVIOUS YEARS SO CANT ALL THE CURRENT NCOS INCLUDING ME JUST F**KING WAKE UP AND GET TO THE PREVIOUS NCOS STYLE.
now for the part b ps. last year i must say, u did a great job. but this year u f**k up already. the part b some times dun listen to wtf u say and around the mid year look at wad u cause... conflicts between themself. u shit already nid some one to clean ur backside isit.
admin. where the f**k are you when ever we nid to check who is here. where the f**k are you whenever we nid u. i dun wanna say much about u. but who u think you are to disappear 30 minutes after training his started. in all the training i think u only came for 2 to 5 full training.
CSM. come and go whenever u like. nvr came for a full training b4. totally did nothing much but walk around during the short 15 minutes to an hour u came for the training.
ASM. good job. u pull the cadets together. but the part a dun know u much cos they say they nvr see u. so try to get closer to the part a.
USM. i dunno wad to say... the trainings you plan... 10 training at least 5 will cock up. why cock up? becos you did not pull all the ncos together. either there is a problem within the NCOs or the cadet dun come in time or they climb over ur head.
stop pretending already u too relax in training. always pretend to be tough and serious in training... stop pretending i say. i can see u r just f**king too relax. if u could be more f**king serious all of these problem will not happen. i do not expect much from you but i feel that you boss ppl around too much. just f**king wake up. if u do not do something about yourself next year BM NCC will suffer. stop getting so close to the cadets as if during training is like normal school time and keep chating with them. ur job is to plan for the training best for which part and make sure nothing cock up. if there are changes inform your upstairs. every time there is changes u always dun inform them so u keep getting scolding. overall i feel that you should change ur current training style. create some fun for the cadets not every day marching marching and more marching. make time for team building games. during training dun always stick to marchings. i know u still remember what we did in sec 1 NCC days. sometime in the training our NCOs will call us to lie down on the floor remember? then they call us to close our eyes and think about something then they do a surpirse for the sleeping cadet remember? some time in the training u should just come to either part a or part b and do this then the cadet will feel more motivated to come.
CLT... u r like an angel from hell. can make ppl united or created hell for the platoon. u nid to be abit less strick when in training. ur ways of punishment a bit too much. punishment does not always nid to be running around and do push up or sit ups. and be like punish them clean the NCC room or pick up all litter or changing parade. nowdays the ppl cannot handle pressure. too much pressure they run too little pressure they climb over ur head. so depen on the crime they made. if it is a serious one, they must take the serious punishment. if it is a light one, give them a light punishment.
thats all i got to say.
sianz
Friday, November 9, 2007
haiz yet another year yet another day at 3.15am today i was brought to this world and yet each year i have to embrace this ever lasting sorrow in me... seems like i will be alone again this year.
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