Name: Bobby ColdHeart
Birthday: 9 Nov 92
Gender: Male
Horoscope: Scorpio
School: Singapore Polytechnic (SP)
Bukit Merah Secondary School (BMSS)
Zhangde Primary School (ZPS)
Artist
Girls' Generation
Taylor Swift
T-ara
Avril Lavigne
Linking Park
Important Dates
9 Aug - National Day
9 Nov - Birthday
15 May - Sunny's Birthday
Never Forget
19 June 2010 - Elements
29 October 2011 - SummerBeat
Wishlist
Tablet or Wacomdel> SNSD's Cup Attend a SNSD concert New Hoodie
Learn Korean and Japanese
Travel to Korea and Japan
Armoured Core Modeling Kit
Warhammer 40k Dreadnought Modeling Kit
SNSD's Album
Korea Releases
2001 Into The New World
2007 Girls' Generation
2008 Baby Baby
2009 Gee
2009 Genie
2010 Oh!
2010 Run Devil Run
2010 Hoot
2011 Girls' Generation Live Album - The First Asia tour: Into The New World
2011 The Boys
2011 Mr Taxi
2012 Twinkle
2013 I Got A Boy
Japan Releases
2010 Genie
2010 Gee
2011 Mr Taxi
2011 Girls' Generation
2011 Girls' Generation: Re-packaged Japan 1st Album
My comp has been lock due to the MYE which is closing by therefore... wont be going online for these few weeks... hope that will be unlock soon XD
A touching story...
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
This is a very touching story about pan kun, a very smart chimpanzee, james,his stupid dog, and some humans...
Part 1
Part 2
There is another touching story that i wanna tell u guys out there... but i guess most of you know this but i just wanna remind u of this...
there was one a boy whose mother died in a car crash... he was left alone with his father... ever since his mother died... his father work day and night to support his child so that he could study till university... his father always check the notice board in his house to see if his son has any needs... if he sees one... he will surely work till he is able to buy the things that his son needs...
then one day... his son wrote a note saying
Dear Daddy, I know you are very busy with your work and you always gave me what i wanted but now i just want to know how much money you earn for working an hour. your son
after his father read it... he was thinking... how come he wanted to ask this question... thus he reply the note...
Dear Son, I do not know what you are planning but i if you really want to know how much i earn per hour I will tell you... MY pay per hour is... $150 Your Daddy
and so the child started saving... and he said to himself... one dollar per day... 150 dollars in 22 weeks... and so the day passes... day after day... night after night... at the 9th week... he feels that hes taking bit too long to save the money... and that night he waited till his father come back from work... when his father return... the child quickly engage his father and ask...
"erm... daddy..." said the child
"yes? my dear why are you still awake?" ask his father
"erm... daddy i just wanna ask... if... i mean... could you spare me 90 dollar?" ask the child
"why do you need so much money?" replied his father
"i need it for something dad" said the child
and so his father took out 100 dollar from his wallet and gave his son... his son took it and rush to his room... the father followed in silence behind him... the child took out the $60 he his saved in the 9 weeks... as he turn around his father was standing behind him... with an angry expression...
"Son i am very disappointed with you... you got so much money and yet u still ask so much from me... do you know how hard it is for me to earn money!" shouted his father
the child crept in fear... and he replied his father in fear... "daddy... these money are for you... i... i.. j...just want to buy an hour of your time... ever since mum died i hardly spent any time with you... so... please can i buy an hour of your time?"
ask the father heard these words... the realize his mistake... he had been studying so hard 14 hours a day 7 days a week that he forgotten that his son needs him... therefore... the kneed down and broke into tears...
"I'm sorry son... it is my mistake i should though about you... why am i so selfish... I'm very sorry son... i worked so hard that i forgotten about you..." said his father
and so... the very next day the father left his job and he bought his son out and play till his heart content... and since the very day... he told himself... no matter how busy i am... no matter how tired i am... i must at least have the sunday with my son...
-=The End=-
i hope you people think about these 2 touching stories and reflect them on your daily life... it will be a big help when you grow up...
my day today...
Friday, April 18, 2008
haiz today whole day no ppl tok to me except jit giap... i wonder how long this silence war will last... so many things is going on in my mind... so many things needs to be taken care of... but i cant think of an answer to all the questions in my mind... i fear that any moment now... i may break down... and that is what most mankind fear...
A Wound That Cant Be Cured
Thursday, April 17, 2008
there are alot of different types of wound... some leave scars... some leave pain... and some cant be cured... today i have been inflicted with a wound that cant be cured...it happen during a maths lesson... as the teacher were not in sch today we got free periods in a maths lesson... thus i saw some ppl at the back of the class doing DNT thus i decided to join them... so i took my art i and move to the back and sit beside them... a few minutes later... one of them suggested to move away from me and they did... i have no idea why... these few days ppl are starting to make distance away from me... i have no idea why... when they move away from me... tears filled my eyes... i held my tears back and continue doing my art... halfway through... i fell aslp... i do not know wad happen after that... when jit giap woke me up at 2pm... i followed him to the canteen... near the staircase at the hall there i told him wad happen in class... but before i can get to the main point... i can no longer hold my emotions back... i broke into tears in front of him... he just watch me cry... standing there in silence... from the bottom of my heart i can feel that he wanted to try and comfort me but he dunno how to do that... now i would like to say... thank you jit giap... for being such a good punching bag when i was angry... for being such a good joker that cheer me up when i was down... for being such a good mate to play with every now and then... but now i dun wish to go to sch ani more... i feel that i had been abandon by my class therefore i have no reason to go back to sch... hate and sadness overwhelm me today... and i always know that a mix feeling is the hardest of all to control... the wound that has been inflicted to me today... is a wound that cant be cured for the rest of my life...
The Bottomless Pit...
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Theres a pit in everyone's heart... how deep it is depends on the person itself... but mine... it is bottomless... so deep that i have no idea how deep it is... although i have felt into this bottomless pit countless of times... i will always try to climb back... but this time... all hopes are lost... i have gone felt so deep that it seems impossible to recover... after all that has happen... i began to lost my will to fight... i wonder if miracles do happen... if it does... i need a miracle to save me from this bottomless pit of mine...
after 15 yrs of life....
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
after 15 yrs of life... i feel that i do not belong here in this land as i am only a tool that will be gone soon... even if i were a human... i have been abandon by my own kind... therefore this is not the place for me to stay... how i wish... there was someone or something that could lead me out of this wreck place... and to a place where i belong... and i know that it is certainly not here... only time will tell where a belong...
wad i feel
Sunday, April 13, 2008
as the day advances, i feel more and more tried... the load on my shoulder is rapidly increasing... after all that has happen to me... i walk alone rite now... therefore there is no one to share this load of mine... how i wish... i could throw this load of mine down... lie on the ground... close my eyes... and remain resting in that position forever... how nice would it feel... but i know its... impossible... therefore if it is possible... a while would do... i just wanna know... how it feel... isit too much to ask for?... as no matter wad i do... no one cares... but instead... they pull me down... therefore.. i have decided... no one can help me escape from this world of darkness... no one... as no matter how well i it something... no one cares... therefore why should i do them... i will just... wait here... till i fall... into an... eternal slumber... as i am already tried of this damn life of mine...
bout the 4e blog... if u dun appreciate it... so be it... i will only open the blog to those hu appreciate it... i am already sick and tried of all of u pulling me down... therefore i will not do anymore things for all of u...
Sooooooo tired todae...
Friday, April 11, 2008
haiz today nid speech day rehearser... tmr real thing... thus today bring the 300m cat-5 cable from control room pull till basketball court... then NID MASKING TAPE EVERYTHING TO THE GROUND T.T
worse of all tmr nid to roll back T.T life is harsh... so many stuff to do... haiz no time to relax
A Story of Mine...
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
because of u... i am able to be here rite now... because of u... i am able to have fun and laughter... because of u... i began to trust to world... because of u... i took my first step into this world...
but after wad u did to me...
because of u... hate overwhelm me... because of u... i started to hate the world... because of u... i had to find reason for me to live... because of u... i went back to square one... because of u... all my fun and laughter were gone... because of u... i no longer trust any one... because of u... i was force to be alone... because of u... my life was totally... RUIN
Days till now, Questions till now...
Thursday, April 3, 2008
long time no post already... days till now are still ok... but there was an uprising of questions stuck in my head... for an example,
isit better to lose a friend then to have bloodshed?
to me, i feed that it is better to lose a friend then to have bloodshed because, i feel that if u keep covering up for ur friend, there will be bloodshed. its just a matter of time that determine the bloodshed. therefore, i rather betray him then to let him shed blood... am i doing the right thing this way? i have no idea...
what would u do if u were in my position? lets say u got a fren hu was always doing the wrong thing, and u were a very gd fren of his therefore u do not wish to see him suffer and u cover up for him... it does not have to do bad things... it could be just scolding of someone and u who do not wish to see him kana punish, throw in some excuse and save them from the tortures.
well... to me i will rather lose them, my frens, as if i did not so called "betray" them now and correct their mistake, what will happen if there were out working and they went against the law and u tried to cover up for him. therefore my mind is clear... i will always lose my fren if i have to in order to prevent further more bloodshed. even if i were to be hated for eternity, i dun care and i will still do the same, lose a fren then to have bloodshed...
the next question i am going to discuss with u is that do you thing that Thes A Price To Pay For Everything You Do?
for me, yes for sure... just like the previous question when i "betray" them, i will be hated for eternity... therefore i feel that the is a price to pay for everything i do... and i call it, fair trade... what do you think?
well, heres a situation for u all to think on... i feel that in this situation, these 2 questions will be present in our mind. imagine that u r outside working... and then, u see a very expensive object on ur boss table... and u were taunted to take the object because the ugly side of u were telling u, "take it, u always wanted that thing... why give it up when there is no one looking at u? u can just go in, taking and go and then pretend nothing has happen." thus u stood up and crept into ur boss's office and took the object and escape the room and pretended nothing has happen. but a few min later, u noticed that ur partner knew that u had just stolen the object. now, i want u to put urself in that partner's shoe. would u rather lose ur job or lose a partner... its a 2 in one question as u would nid to think... if i rather have bloodshed then to lose a partner, u lose ur job... if you rather lose a partner then to have bloodshed, u will be hated right to the core of ur partner and u still have ur job plus if the boss is happy, a promotion is even possible... think about it...
well, i feel that its better for us to think hard bout these 2 questions i have pointed out... its better to solve these question before u leave sch as if u made a wrong conclusion on which path to take, there are still people around to correct u... but when u leave sch, one way step and u shall face the result of what you do...
to conclude, i am now very lost... isit to continue to follow what i feel i should do(lost a fren then to have bloodshed)? or rather have bloodshed then lose a fren... btw if it is possible, pls do take some time and think about the situation i have given u all and if it is really possible pls answer this question at the option board at the bottom of the page. and i would like to thank u for the answer u have given me.