Cabal
Thursday, February 21, 2008
WOOHOO today when to Cathay Cineplex Orchard with my fren. SO ALL YOU PPL OUT THERE WHO DO NOT HAVE CABAL PLS GO THERE AND GET IT ASAP ITS ONLY TILL 1MARCH!!! ITS DAMN NICE THE GAME IS GOOD!!!
My Valentine Day
Friday, February 15, 2008
haiz yet another yr of valentine day and all i did was the same old thing... stayed at home and do nothing.
Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light,
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much runnin' through my mind
First you wanna be free,
Now you say you need me,
Givin'mixed signals and signs
It's so hard to let you in
Thinkin' you might slam the brakes again
Put the pedal down
Headin out of town
I gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain is
Drivin' me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first,
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta getaway.
I can't keep comin' back to you,
Every time you're in the mood,
To whisper something sweet in my ear
It's so hard to move on,
'Cuz every time I think you're gone,
You show up in my rear view mirror
Is this just a detour?
'Cuz I gotta be sure
That you really mean what you say,
It's so hard to let you in,
Thinkin' you might slam the brakes again.
Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
I gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first,
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta getaway...
To a place where I
Can be redefined,
Where you're out of sight
And you're out of mind
But the truth is,
I can't even say goodbye.
To My Friends(if you think you are one, read on...)
Sunday, February 10, 2008
You can change your life
You can change your clothes
If you change your mind
Well,that`s the way it goes
But I`m gonna keep your appearance
And your personality
cause they are going to be lock in my memories
Your never gonna get them back
At least not today...
Not today...
Not today...
Cause...
If it`s over let it go and,
Come tomorrow it will seem,
So Yesterday...
I`m just a bird that`s already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay
You can say you're bored
You can act real tough
You could say you're torn
But I've heard enough
Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today...
Not today...
Not today...
cause
If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, What is left to do
How can you hang up,If the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off, Then it isn't on
a new me, a new motto, a new life
Saturday, February 9, 2008
after 3 days of CNY, i have decided i can choose wad i wanna be and be a deaf guy. i dun have to listen to any one nor do i have to follow others... i must live my life to the fullest. i must live this life for myself but not others... i believe i can change this fate of mine.
I'm an angel, I'm a devil... I am sometimes in between... I'm as bad as it can get... And good as it can be... Sometimes I'm a million colours... Sometimes I'm black and white... I am all extremes... Try to figure me out you never can... There's so many things I am...
I am special... I am wonderful and powerful, Unstoppable... Sometimes I'm miserable... Sometimes I'm pitiful... But that's so typical of all the things I am...
I'm someone filled with self-belief... I'm haunted by self-doubt... I've got all the answers... I've got nothing figured out... I like to be by myself... I hate to be alone... I'm up and I am down... But that's part of the thrill... Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am...
I'm a million contradictions... Sometimes I make no sense... Sometimes I'm perfect... Sometimes I'm a mess... Sometimes I'm not sure who I am
i have reach my limit...
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
haiz... it is now only the 5th week of the yr 2008 and now i have reach my limit... very stress... very tired... and have no idea wad to do... both physically and mentally burned out... Crash... that was you and me... started out so innocently... shattered on the ground... I can hear the sound ringing in my ears... I still feel the sting of my tears... someone wake me! I can’t seem to break free! Come on get out of my head I’m on the wrong side of this parallel universe... am I alive or just dead? I’ve been struggling in the dark and living in a crash world... hush... don’t say anymore... at this point the truth seems twisted cuz who we were is gone forever... crushed... underneath the fears... everything's so twisted and weird...
Someone save me! I can’t seem to break free!
Slow motion... devastation... should’ve seen it coming but I couldn’t do nothing... emotion... desperation... should have known that they will put me into this dangerous pit so someone... please save me!
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