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Name: Bobby ColdHeart
Birthday: 9 Nov 92
Gender: Male
Horoscope: Scorpio
School: Singapore Polytechnic (SP)
Bukit Merah Secondary School (BMSS)
Zhangde Primary School (ZPS)

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beautiful hangover

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

last sunday was fun!~
went to tenko concert with my club mates.
basically tenko is a daiko group in sg.
at there i found my reason. well, u dun have
to noe wad it is =]
after the concert, we went to eat and shop
together. it was fun and enjoyable except for
some parts. i still dun get y he wanna exile
himself.

never the less. yesterday was funny cos every
monday lesson was acting class so basically
we just play for 3 hours. den me and my fren
have the hokkien and cantonese session again.
it was every funny. every1 of us xiao dao
stomachache. if possible u guys can come crash
the class.

yesterday, tat guy commented on the tenko concert.
he said tat the movement wasnt tat sharp. well,
if u r a good player, i wont say anything but u r
just some shitty half-ass player hu cant even get
a single song rite and u like tat say others. if u
wanna comment on others pls think about urself first.
do u have the rights or not. u cant play well and u
wanna comment on others hu play hell lot better den
u. i give u one advise. go jia sai and reflect upon
urself.

well. lets not let idiots spoil the mood shall we?
today, the noose came to my sch block and film. my
fren is a big fan of them so i ask him to go down
but he dun wan. den he tell me he very sad. he says
its like i see sunny but cannot go take photo with
her. well, for me if i like some1, i would be just
happy to be able to watch her from far. so i dun
really understand how he feels. well, i should be
doing my work now =] until next time.

oh oh! u must be thinking why my post is called
beautiful hangover. its because the hangover from
these few days are the best ever! its tiring and
i still recovering from the "emptiness", its the
best experience ever. i get to see alot of stuff
much more clearly now.

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

Friday, January 21, 2011

once again, im back to blogging. feeling freaking
tired these few days. i have no idea wads gone into
me. every i do is just not right. mayb its the sway
season. alwell, moving on. the past 2 days of bus trip
back home was hell.

on wed, there is this drunkard who
boarded the bus. as he is drunk, he cant stand properly.
so he keep swaying and hitting people. den after that, he
came and sit beside me. he keep pating my hands la -.-
den i walk off and he kick me. knn. den he sleep on the chair.
got old man wan sit also cannot. ccb. u like tat sleep cos
so much trouble. the bus keep stopping and my 20- 30min trip
become 1 hour. reach home late liao la. wan do my stuff also
cannot. too tired to work.

yesterday, there is this crazy idoit. i have no idea whats
going on as i was on the second floor with earpiece on. and
once again, the bus keep stopping. but this time, tat idoit
keep slamming the door den the bus driver stop the bus.
COMPLELELY. ccb. nid to wait till the police come before the
driver let us out to another bus cos tat bastard wan to escape
after i think assualting some1.

why da heck are these kind of stupid things happening to me.
im already freaking tired and i have no idea whats going on
with me and yet these kind of things happen around me to
irrate me even more. how i wish tat i can bash them up. but
they nvr assualt me first so i cant touch them. cb.

other then tat, as we noe i my monday lesson is for playing
games. so i keep preparing games to let them play. but den
i its like i tired so hard to prepare the games for u all to
play and i noe u all are tired. but why u all have to give me
the freaking sian look and reject all the game offer. we all
same course same class 1 lor. i now how u all are feeling also.

also recently. when people smile at me, i can feel that they
are grining undereneath that smile. stop looking down on me
can or not. i noe i cannot do alot of things. everything i do
is just not good enough. so wad. i still trying rite, not like
some idiots who quit halfway. so stop giving me the smile which
is just trying to entertain me.

screw this whole shit.

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

Christmas Daikonia

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

hoho continuing from yesterday XD
on the 23rd of dec, a thurs, we had
our daiko christmas party =]

well, its not exactly what i have planed and had
in mind because i was in korea having my study
trip thus i pass the planning to my frens and it
just turn out to be like that. so i become kind of
a guest in the event.

the whole event started out decorating the club house.
we turn the club house into this and everyone were
happy.

carrying on, we played the first game. everybody were
very happy. till the first person got the forfeit.
basically the whole game is a forfeit game. den she
not happy that she kana. den dun wan to do the forfeit.
i noe the forfeit mayb a bit harsh but den its like
awhile only. plus u always so anti social one. do one
forfeit wont die rite? so in the end we skip her and carry
on. after that game, we play wack a pinata. i ask them
to warp onlyl ike 5 layers. in the end they warp
20 plus layers -.- the whole thing become as hard as
rock la. in the end we cut it open with a pen knife.

after that we went BBQ at moberly =] it was fun.
first time BBQ dun nid cook got food eat. haha.
but till now, everything was not what i have in mind.
it could be better. but, as long as everyone's
happy, im okay with it. by right, during and after
the bbq session we plan to play games. but in the
end some of them went to moberly to play wii. so
its another thing which is not on my checklist.
so the place went cold. and quiet. and we never
really get to sit down together and tok.
for me, im okay as long as the others are happy.
but i think it would be nicer if everyone stayed
and play games at the pit area. well. its over now.
no point whining over something that is over.
but overall, its fun. i will update on sch life tmr.
but now, i can barely keep my eyes open so...
good nite and sweet dreams.

its been years since i have my last dream and
i am still trying to dream. if only i could
dream again.

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

Life till now

Monday, January 17, 2011

its been a awhile since i last blog XD
been busy with school work u see.
well first i will talk about the korean
study trip which i had and den daiko
christmas party. after that will b on
sch den some of the stuff i had in mind
for this yr concert.

oh!~ i nvr said this b4 but my club will
be having another concert this yr!~ i hope.
not really comfirmed yet.

anyway XD lets turn the time back to 13 dec09

it was early in the morning like... 3 am,
had to wake up and get ready to go to the
airport. my lecturer is crazy. ask us to meet
at 5 in the morning -.-
so reach there liao wait for my fren to reach.
den is keep waiting lor. till like 7.30
den check in to take plane.
tis is like my second time taking a plane.
(counting that to and fro is 1 time)
well. tio scam about the flight too! at first
my lecturer said is korean airline den go there
liao found out is singapore airline -.- ji tao
sian 3quater la. on the plane also quite boring
keep playing PSP and tetris with my fren. den
nvr sleep. total like sleep only 2hours plus nia.
so i shall skip till reach incheon airport.
ITS TOTALLY AWESOME! EVERYTHING IS IN KOREAN!~
first thing that my fren said to me is,
"BOBBY! SNSD!" den after that he said "BOBBY!
SUNNY OVER THERE!" totally sian diao la -.-
but its fun la. to have like ppl teasing u about
the thing tat u like.
the interesting thing there is that there are alot
of boxes mark with a "?" although till now i still
have no idea what those boxes are, but who cares XD
fast forwarding abit, we met our tour guide, BRYAN!~
hes a funny guy. noes korean, chinese and english!~
AWESOME!~ NO LANGUAGE BARRIER WAHAHAHAHAHA!~
den its finally time to go out to board the bus.
i tell u ar, tat time i only wearing 1 polo T and
1 jeans and shoes with normal socks. once the door
open ar and the cold air blow onto me. its epic.
the temperature is like -4 degree. den i stand down
there for like a few minutes. cos nid to load the suitcase
on the bus. freaking cold i tell u. but it was fun =]
breathing onto ur fren face cos when u breathe got
the smoke. den is the bus trip to SEOUL!~ WOOHOO FINALLY!
its a 1 hour plus trip. the only thing i wan to say
about their transport in winter is that, they never on
aircon. den the whole bus damn warm and stuffy.
but lucky i sit at the back got 1 door can open 1 at
the top of the bus. so we open abit and let the cold
air in XD damn fun. den after that around 5 plus korea
time we reach moi studio. its a animation studio. den
we see some of their artiste work. its like nothing u have
ever seen. now days animator do all the drawing on computer
but they hand drawn everything. 1 second 25 drawing. and
each animation last like 20-30 min. count how many drawing
liao. den each animation got like min 12 ep. thats ALOT!
it really motivate you but at the same time demotivate you cos
they are very hard working but den the quality is like i cannot
reach one la T^T and every staff gets their own personal space
den i notice tat alot of 2ne1 poster =]
after tat we went to a restaurant for dinner. it was a every
epic night XD becos of jellyfish. so basically its a hot pot
buffet. all you can eat. den we took alot of meat cos meat
is like the only thing there. they serve alot of meat. its
a meat lover heaven XD so i shall skip to the jelly fish part.
at first we tot that it will taste the same as sg. but we were
wrong. i took a big bite and i could hardly swallow it. it taste
horrible. its like wasabi mix with vinegar or something. den i
ask my fren try. he also cannot take it. so ask another person
to try. also cannot handle. den got 1 guy say he try liao not bad
with the noodle. den he just eat the jelly fish only. also cannot
tahan. so left 2 guy at the table. they hear us say until they
dun dare eat. so we ask them to just eat 1 piece and they did
at first they say okay den after biting for awhile, the flavor
burst out and they tear. its very funny cos their face suddenly
change. so tat sums up the first day in korea. OH OH! i also
wan to add that we got scam by the guide. he say go nearby
store to stock up on what we nid. den i only wear shorts with a
t shirt and jacket. den he bring us take the train to some place.
damnit sia. got to brave the cold with shorts!
and only a DMIT jacket.

day 2. today was a sunny day. like day 1, but even colder.
its around -9degee today. the first stop is to a filming studio
we get to see many awesome miniatures and a 3d clip. well, in
the end we didnt manage to watch the clip cos theres something
wrong with the projector and the staff keep saying sorry to us
in korean. but we noe its not her fault. but she look very sad.
alwell. after tat, we went outdoor and brave the cold. its a
good thing that we went out cos we get to see a village. a
actual village that were used to film gu dai xi. XD damn nice la
the detail. although the roof was made from Styrofoam XD that
is also the day where everybody nose keep running XD fun to see
like 18 red nose people walking together. after the visit, its
time to eat lunch. its the MOST AWESOME LUNCH we had in korea.
basically its a hotpot =] but theres something else tat make
it awesome. SUNNY ATE THERE BEFORE!!! AND I SIT DIRECTLY OPPOSITE
HER SIGNATURE AND PHOTO!!! wah!~ ji tao melt. nicest meal ever.
after tat we went to dongwoo animation studio. u noe ar, another
studio visit. den after tat, we when to dong da men and settle our
meal there and its the first place with i spent money. POSTERS AND
CALENDAR XD on! for dinner we had bibimbap. sry dunno how to spell.
and thats day 2. not snowing yet, everyone thinks it wont snow but
i still had a feeling that it will snow. OH! and btw, i was shocking
everything which i touch. so every1 dun dare stand near me T^T

day3, morning is another studio visit, sunwoo entertainment animation
studio. at there, we met 3 singaporean and they share with us some of
their work experience there. it was fun. and they show us many nice
animations. after that, we went to a art street where we had our lunch
and so on. i brought korean crackers there. the person making the
cracker was awesome. we cant even leave our hands bare in the cold wind
for more den a few seconds where we have to pay the money but they
made the cracker with any gloves O.O their hand really damn cold
resistant la. had ramen there. I WAN TO EAT RICE CAKE T^T alwell,
its over now. den we move on to visit a korean palace. ITS FREAKING
BIG! AND AWESOME! the engineering and the design, to every detail,
the builder of the past must have really though of it all. its perfect
in every expect. the way it keep the place warm in the winter, the
structure. its wonderful. after that, we had dinner at a... i cant rmb
XD but thats it for day 3. day 4 is just plain boring cos we went to
visit siggraph asia which is something like a animation festival.
and at the basement of the building(coex) there is a aquarium. cool
isit it. but the price is nicer. its like 20 plus SGD to go in there
of cos we nvr went in but we sneak into the gift shop and have a look.
the only two thing interesting on day 4 is that during dinner, we ate
a freaking spicy noodle. when its served, the color is okay. den i stir
the pot, and the whole thing turn red. 3 of my fren ate 1 third of it
and i have to finish the other 2 third. they say its hell but i think
the spiciness just okay. den after that when we going back to take the
bus, ITS SNOWED. WOOHOO!~ FINALLY MY WISH CAME TRUE XD
its not exactly like rain. it falls at different rates. and when u try
to touch it with ur finger, it melts in ur hand. i did a very crazy thing
tat night. i ate my cup noodle outside in the snow. it was awesome.
to be wearing only a normal DMIT jacket. nice feeling. ate halfway
run back into the hotel cos too cold XD. and that will sum up day 4.

day 5!~ finally shopping day. but our lecturer suddenly change plan
and bring us to a museum to draw -.- i totally waste my time there.
suppose to draw artifact but i draw people drawing artifact. alwell.
didnt feel like drawing there also. so freaking cold. den lunch was
VERY NICE! ITS VEGE WRAP MEAT!!!!! still trying to recreate it at home.
but the seasoning just not rite. anyway, after that we went shopping.
oh! oh! tell u a secret. i saw sunny!!! she was rushing for a christmas
performance @ lotte world! just nice shopping opposite it! this yr
christmas is really christmas XD so many wishes come true.

and tats about it for the korea trip! after that was flying back to sg.
hm... it took me 1 hr to type this sia. i shall sleep and carry on with
the daiko christmas party and stuff on my next post.
im sleepy too so gd nitz!~

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

Before Christmas

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

well, its christmas again.
just came back from S.Korea
last saturday. will blog bout
tat soon XD.

anyway, its another year pass
and now im in the clubhouse
preparing the stuff for
christmas decoration tmr.
lets hope tat all goes well tmr.

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

di yi ci ( first time)

Thursday, December 2, 2010

ever since i came to sp, alot of things happen.
and alot of those things that happen are my first
time.

and esp. when i reach year2 in my poly life, hell
lot of first time. well, to start of, this is my
first time in a performing cca. ever since my
pri sch, i've only been in UG, sports or clubs,
nvr in performing group. okay, i did join choir in
pri 6 but we did nothing much, cos first year having
it.

its also my first time joining a amazing race around sg.
its was tired and embarrassing. dun ask me the detail cos
i wan to keep it to myself as its the first camp i had in
SP.

be noticed. although i've been very well known in all my
study life, but i have a feeling that people accept me
for what i am capable of and not for what i can do for them.
but, that's till a while ago. alwell, at least its a different
feeling from back then.

wild wild wet. believe it or not, its my first time to wild wild
wet this year. its amazing. i wanna thx zaylinn for the free tickets.
i think without the free tickets, i would nvr have the chance to
go to wild wild wet.

gamemaster. believe it or not, i have alot of ideas for camps
and games, but i have nvr been appointed a row related to GM.
i've always been the one who follow orders. thus being a GM is
a different feeling for me as i am the 1 giving orders to people
to conduct the game.

planning a chalet. although there were nothing much to plan, but
i hope everyone have fun during the chalet and i think everyone
did. so im glad that it worked out as there wasnt much planning.
and must of my first time, was in the chalet.

world of k-pop. i would like to thx 2 of my fren here, yl and
justina. without them, i would nvr have tried to listen to korean
song and would nvr discover how beautiful korean songs are.

chairman. i would nvr expect myself to become a chairman of the class.
basically, i dun present myself properly to others as i do not noe
how to express myself. and secondly, i grew up in a harsh environment
so i use alot of vulgar. but, in the end i still took up the job.
and i think i did okay.

receiving a hug. it was during the daiko chalet, where one of my
fren hug me. that hug was the best hug i ever had. alot after
receiving the hug, i felt like crying as it felt really warm, and
the very first time i felt tat i was accepted by another person.
but i shy out from the hug and my face turn red. i nvr revealed
my true self to anybody, not even the people closed to me. so i
just had to hold it back and pretend nothing happen when my fren
hug me.

watch the sun rise with my fren. i always been alone, and i do things
alone. its the first time i watch the sun rise with so many people.
it makes me feel more accepted by the world.

dance. well, i always tot tat dancin was for girls and gays but i was
wrong. dancing is a medium to express ur feelings. ever since i see
1 of my fren dance so well, i began to pick up bits of dance from
song mvs.

sunshiner. thank you wendy. for introducing me to sunny. its the first
time i idolize a singer, and it brighten up my life. its no longer the
same routine of going to sch just to face the comp and doing work.

being known for what i did and not for fighting. well, usually my whole
sch knows who i am because i keep getting into fights. but now, people noe
me for what i did, my achievements.

performing in a concert. its the best moment of my sp life. my first
concert. okay, not mine. its everyone's. but looking at others training
hard, makes you wanna push yourself more. 19-06-2010 i will nvr forget
this date.

saying no to others. when people ask me to do something for them,
i usually say "okay lor". but, during tis sem, when people ask me to join
my group, and these people only hug those tat can work cos they cant, i
ask them to ask my boss. although tis is not directly saying no, but
they noe tat my boss sure say no. so i think its a kind of saying no to
others.

celebrate chirstmas. i've nvr celebrated christmas. so its a new
experience for me and i love gift exchange sessions.

birthday party. can you believe it? 18 years of my life and none of my
fren celebrated my birthday for my. but its a different case when i come
to poly. during my year 1, my daiko frens wrote me a card. i was touched
as its the first time some one actually celebrated my birthday. although
there was no cake, the card enough is very important to me. now in my
year 2, they actually bought me presents and make cards for me. i had
frame all the photos that they gave me. i will nvr forget them. all the
cards are all well kept. i will nvr forget u guys, daikorean.

ask by a girl if i like her. well, you noe the answers if you noe me well.
of cos i would shy out and say nothing. but the feeling is nice. i nvr tot
that a girl would as me this question. so... i shall not say anything more.

its also my first time buying poster. u noe, poster is like everytime u
sees it, it give u abit of motivation to work. and it also brighten up
yr room and mood.

well, there are alot more di yi ci but i shall not blog about them for
if i blog about them and my daiko mates sees them, im dead XD and i still
have to do my assignments so. until next time.

帰り。。。皆さん。。
okaeri... minasan..
welcome home... everyone...

Birthday

Friday, November 19, 2010

9nov was a very an jin day. although
its my birthday, its just like any
other day. well, so its just like any
other day where i wasted my time in sch.
but den, on 10nov, something fishy is
going on in the clubhouse. but i just
pretended nothing happen and shift the
drums to Colours @ library for escapade
training. when everything was completed
we went back to the clubhouse. on the
way back, i noticed tat some of my mates
keep sms-ing, and tats when i know their
plan. so i contiuned acting. when i reach
the clubhouse, the lights were still on,
and besides, the key holder is with me
so how could there be lights? and some
of the helpers are missing. XD well, i
they just wented to give me a surpirse
but i spoted their flaws and i played
along XD guyz, dun worry if ur plan failed
what matter the most is we had fun. XD
well, i will post a photo of the gifts
i got once i mount all the photo up.
a summary tat wad i got is,
1 pair of headphone from the freshies
1 shaver
3 cards
tons of sunny's photo
hundreds of FB birthday wishes

well, i hope u guys know my style by now.
somethings are not meant to be said but
to be felted.

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

update since Aug

its been like 3 months since i last blog.
am going start which my LTC camp which is around
22-27Aug. after that, will be the YOG performances
tat is from 28-1Sep. next will be the daiko outing,
22Sep, followed by the Mid-Autumn Chalet, 23-25Sep.
for the month of oct, there was nothing much but i
will tok abit on the newspaper collection on 31 oct.
on nov will be my class movie outing on 8nov and ,
following that will be the escapade on 13-14nov,
followed by AFA on 14nov and the current malaysia trip
tat i am at now, from 16-21Nov.

basically, LTC stands for Leaders of Tomorrow Camp.
its a camp tat draws out the leadership skill of
the camper as well as teamwork and many other factors.
and the camp is @ malaysia. and this is the first time
i went to malaysia =]

22Aug
as for the first day of the camp, we took the whole
day travelling to perak, malaysia. we left sch at
around 745am. reach checkpoint around 8. on the way
there, i ate A & W for lunch =] its been ages since i have
it cos SG branch all closed down. when we reach the Normad
campsite, it was around 4 or 5pm, den we played fisbee,
football, and chat awhile b4 dinner is served. after dinner,
we had a few briefing before we called it a day.

23Aug
day 2 of the camp, 7am in the morning. we woke up today
and had to ride a truck all the way to the market.
we were given a sum of money to settle our breakfast,
dinner, and the following day's breakfast. the line-up
for day was, market trip, wide water resue, wide water
ratfing and hiking to mountain sch. starting from the
first event, we went to the market and this is my first
time seeing live chicken. they were so cute!~ so we
decided to go and have breakfast first since every1 is
hungry and leave the shopping to the malays. also note
tat the period where we are camping is also the period
tat they are fasting. thus we feel bad that we are eating
without them, but we cant help it. i had niang tou fu for
breakfast, as recomended by a ipoh resident from our
group member. it was nice. after eating tat i feel tat
sg food is nothing compared to my food =] after eating and
buying everything tat we nid, we had alot of money
leftover, thus some of them went to buy fireworks XD
so we left the market with all the food items and fireworks
to a river somewhere in the mountains. we waiting and chat
with each other till lunch was served. after eating,
we started the wide water rescue. it started out with
swimming across the rapids. trust me, it was not easy it all!
but the instructor demo for us and it looks like NOTHING!
i tried like 2 times b4 i manage to swim across the rapids.
pls be warmed, if u get swap downstream, u gg already.
so got alot of pressure, but got instructor there to save us
after swimming across the river, we had to swim back -.-
but swimming back was easiler cos got bigger pot hole XD
after tat was crossing the river in a group. we started with
3 people, circling as we move, den as a group( around 13 ppl )
in a arrow head formation. after everything was done, its
finally time for the wide water rafting. it was 1 of the
few most awesome and yet most crazy thing i've done XD
basically it's rafting down a rapid. and there are alot of
mini water fall along the way. i still rmb tat i save my
teammates like 3 to 4 times. everytime when hes about to fall
off the raft, i will pull his life jacket and nudge him back
into the raft XD well, not every1 survive the trip. it was
when we are going thru 1 of the "waterfall", 1 of the crew
fall into the water, and it was very funny. she wasnt suppose
to fall but was nudge in by the other guy who was recovering
from the impact. well, u have to go thru it to understand the
whole journey. so i will stop here. after reaching the target
location, we hike all the way to mountain sch. on the way there,
every1 was tired, but a few of us started singing song to keep
the atmosphere up. but den half way thru, it started raining!
and tats when every1 started to show care for the other mates,
and we became damn high. upon reaching the mountain sch, still
rainning, we split into 2 groups. girls will handle dinner(cooking)
while guys build the bashas(basic shelter). because it was rainning,
we had to build in the rain and think of anti flood measures.
in the end, the boy's basha become like a slum with the girls
become a real basha XD before the day ended, we all huddle up
and ate dinner. as it was very cold, the instructor build a
campfire and we all huddle up around it and chit chat. it was
fun. and tat's about all for day 2.

24Aug
day 3 of the camp. today, we will be doing kayaking and
high ropes. today was a freaking tired day for me as i had
a fever today and i nvr told any1. so we woke up, dunno wad
time, had breakfast and den safety briefing for the high ropes.
tis high rope is 1 of the most fun and memorable one. as i didnt
tell any1 i was sick, i was shaking throughout the high rope.
although i was the slowest and i drag my group back, every1
encouraged me and i move on for them. i didnt give up halfway
thru and tats the most important thing to me at tat time, as
we promised each other that no one gets left behind. im glad
tat no one give me black face cos i was slow, but all were
smiling and pushing me along the way. after tat, we hike back
to normad campsite where get our kayaks and we started kataking
down the river near the campsite. for me, i sat at the front,
which is the motor for the kayak, and a experience kayaker
was at the backseat, which is responsible for turning the kayak.
the most funniest thing tat happen in the whole kayak trip
was tat both my hands and legs cramp when i got splash by the
cold water XD but i suck it up and my teammate didnt notice it.
other den tat, the whole trip was all about nice scenary to me.
when we reach our target location, which is somewhere, i dunno
where, we had a hard time moving the kayaks upshore as there
was no river banks and we are all on muddy grounds. the girls
tranported the paddlers up first, and the guyz shift the kayaks
up. i stayed in the water and provide anchor for the kayaks and
raft. at this point of time, many of u will say if you have fever,
WHY ARE YOU STAYING IN THE COLD WATER! well, as mention earlier,
i nvr tell anyone so i just pretending nothing happned. as the
anchor, i realise tat it is a very important job as the anchor
has to anchor the rafts so it dosent get sweep downstream and
have to lift of the raft so the other member can pull it up.
after tat, we were transported back to normad. on the way back,
we spoted leeches on 1 of the camper thus we took action
and killed the leeches on the bus. im glad that no leeches where
stuck on me, as there was no lighter and we had to pull them
off. but the lucky thing is, they are all still babies.
upon reaching normad, we had a briefing b4 we called it a day.

25Aug
day 4, today we only had caving b4 going to the hotel.
after having breakfast, we all pack up and prepare ourself
to venture into the cave. at this point of time, i feel
pretty weak, and will feel dizzy with the slightest movement.
i told myself, in this camp, in my team, no one gets left
behind. thus i pushed on. upon entering the cave, its a sight
were you cant believe your eyes. it was DAMN INTERESTING!
there were inscriptions from the WW 2 and many many more.
but, we were all bluffed by the endless stairs that awaits.
the stairs were like staircase to hell. it was freaking long
and we had to climb alot of stairs. after like 30-60mins of stairs
climbing, we finally when off track and the real adventure begin.
first, we had to slide down a freaking 75degree slope. and
once again, the instructor did it as if it was nothing. i was
the last few to go down the slope but it wasnt tat bad as i
expected it to be. after the slope, we huddle up to have a
safety briefing and we broke up into 2 groups and we have to
exit the cave before high tide. although it was freaking dark
inside, u cant even see ur hands when they were right in front
of you. i shall not bored the readers with all the texts, as
all tis texts cant explain what it is like unless you try it
yourself. so when we exited the cave, we took alot of group photo
before overself cleaning up. tat's when i finally told my group
mate tat i had a fever XD as all the activities are over.
so we when to the hotel and we rested our bodies for awhile, before
gonig to Parkson mall to look around and some of them played bowling.
it was freaking cheap, compared to sg. after tat, we went to the
night market for dinner and den we move to a dark alley to play
fireworks before moving back to the hotel, as we cant bring the
fireworks back to sg, so we spam everything. at that everynight,
we hosted a mini party in 1 of the girls room till around 3am.
it was fun. and our lecturer came into our room to break the party,
as it was getting too noisey and we were disturbing other ppl.

26Aug
day 5, nothing much today, just packing up and heading back
to sg. when i reach sg, i went back to daiko clubroom and
there were still ppl inside =] so i gave them the pineapple
tarts tat i bought for them and chat for awhile before
heading back to sleep.

27Aug - 1Sep
its just 1 day after my LTC and i am here at suntec city,
performing for the YOG. it was freaking tiring but wad to do?
XD survived the day, and the same for day 2 of the YOG.
luckily i only had 2 days performance, 27 and 28 Aug.
but i miss another year of natsumasuri T.T it was the
very day tat i had performance. well, there's always next yr XD
the next performance which i wasnt performing but also
for YOG was 29Aug and 1Sep. i went back on 1Sep to repair
my headphone as well as to help them shift the drums back
to sch. the whole yog was tiring but, it brough us closer.

22Sep
today is the daiko outing. we went to pasir ris park.
for the whole day, i felt tat i was just a extra and
should just stay at the back and watch den every1 will
be happy. like i should have gone to the outing in the
first place. at the end of the day, i still haven found
my place yet, but it ended great.

23Sep - 25Sep
these 3 days is the mid autumn chalet. it was fun and
i didnt slept for the first day XD basically, for the
first day we had BBQ at night and i am the fire starter
for day 2, we went out to eat breakfast, den we went to
wild wild wet during the afternoon. its the first time
i went there. before heading there, i made a prediction
tat there wil be injuries and there really were injuries.
jasper hand rub onto the wall den tio burn and i hit my
head. we also found out more about our mates. XD i shall
not say the things tat we found out but they are funny.
we had bbq again for day 2 dinner and i started the fire
again =] i had the best satay ever! and once again i
got another de yi chi. its the first time tat some1 kiss
me on the cheeks and held my arms. its nice to have so
many de yi chi. well and tats all for the chalet. the
rest are memories tat i wish to keep with myself.

31Oct
newspaper collection. basically, theres only 1 thing
tat i would like to tok about today. its a house which
we knock but no1 answered the door. just as we were
about to leave, the door suddenly open, slowly, but there
was no 1 there. thus i called to check if theres any1,
but no 1 replied. den my group mate was scared so we
left the place. uptil now, we are still not sure if
it was tat thing, or the door just wasnt close well.

8Nov
movie outing with my classmate is fun XD 4 of my classmates
came to my house to play Wii and we had tons of fun XD we
watched the owl movie and it was awesome XD before tat, i
forgot to tok about 4th nov. tat day we had a zoo trip
thus we had no sch on monday. on 4th nov, after the zoo trip,
i went back to sp for escapade training, but tats not
important XD the important thing is operation rona bona.
its a birthday party for of the daiko freshie. the details?
its part of my memory and i do not wish to share it. but i
would like to thank everyone that was there, as if you guys
were not there, the plan wont have worked.

13Nov - 14Nov
escapade, 1 of the overnight event of sp, where sec sch
student come to sp and enjoy the special events tat we
put up for them. well, nothing much happened, except for
1 of the screen fell onto my friend's head and she was
sent to the hospital. the reson why the pole fell? i think
it was because they mounted everything on cables so the
base wasnt every stable, so when they unmount the screens,
it fell the wrong way. went to the girl's house on 15 nov,
and shes alright.

16Nov - 22Nov
skip sch for 4 days XD just because my sis wedding in
malaysia -.- alwell, another of my de yi chi. i ride a
plane to malaysia XD so freaking cool sia the plane.
although its budget plane, the experience is something
tat u cant forget. 16 nov, do nothing @ jie fu's house.
17nov, breakfast inhouse,lunch inhouse, dinner at
the place near my LTC hotel. sure brings back memories.
18nov, breakfast at market, lunch inhouse, den move to
hotel and FINALLY GOT INTERNET CONNECTION XD, and i very
sad also. although i dun mind no internet, i also can
survive, BUT I MISS INVICIBLE YOUTH T.T my jie fu got
astro TV den got KBS den showing from 5-6pm but stuck
in this stupid hotel T.T, dinner went back jie fu house
but den too late liao. 6.05 reach. its the time when it
ended. DAMNIT!!! make me wanna have starhub tv cos they
also have KBS world. after dinner, nap awhile at his house
b4 moving back to the hotel.19 nov, my sis big day.
today the wedding. but later 4.30 to 6pm is MUSIC BANK!
RWAR!~ IM GOING TO MISSING ANOTHER KOREAN SHOW T.T
lets hope tat i can at least watch abit. like beast's
beautiful, orange caramel's ai-ing. these 2 are the
comeback special and SNSD's HOOT which is the hot stage
T.T well, tats all for now. i shall update the rest of
the trip on sunday when 1 get back. oh! and i haven finish
my assignment XD sat den do.

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

Thursday, August 5, 2010

just fuk it...
im just a god damn burden to everyone around me.

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

once again. i went to the club room after my lesson.
the empty club house just feels so comfortable.
its like the only place where i can put down the load on my shoulder.

i just wan people around me to be happy.
isit tat hard?
going around to help others carry their burdens.
isit stupid?
acting like a retard to cheer others up.
isit really retarded?

the true me, lock within.
i wonder...
when can i really release the chains.
and become myself.

maybe i should stop helping others lift their loads.
but watching others look stress.
i really hate it.
thats y i choose to talk the sorrow from others,
and build it within me.

if only i can ease their pain.
if only i have more power.
i wont have to see ppl around me suffer so much.

i wish i can take all the sorrow and suffering from others,
and just keep it in me, so that no one will be sad.

maybe this is just a very foolish idea;
but so what. i chose to bear the weight of other feelings.

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

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