Name: Bobby ColdHeart
Birthday: 9 Nov 92
Gender: Male
Horoscope: Scorpio
School: Singapore Polytechnic (SP)
Bukit Merah Secondary School (BMSS)
Zhangde Primary School (ZPS)
Artist
Girls' Generation
Taylor Swift
T-ara
Avril Lavigne
Linking Park
Important Dates
9 Aug - National Day
9 Nov - Birthday
15 May - Sunny's Birthday
Never Forget
19 June 2010 - Elements
29 October 2011 - SummerBeat
Wishlist
Tablet or Wacomdel> SNSD's Cup Attend a SNSD concert New Hoodie
Learn Korean and Japanese
Travel to Korea and Japan
Armoured Core Modeling Kit
Warhammer 40k Dreadnought Modeling Kit
SNSD's Album
Korea Releases
2001 Into The New World
2007 Girls' Generation
2008 Baby Baby
2009 Gee
2009 Genie
2010 Oh!
2010 Run Devil Run
2010 Hoot
2011 Girls' Generation Live Album - The First Asia tour: Into The New World
2011 The Boys
2011 Mr Taxi
2012 Twinkle
2013 I Got A Boy
Japan Releases
2010 Genie
2010 Gee
2011 Mr Taxi
2011 Girls' Generation
2011 Girls' Generation: Re-packaged Japan 1st Album
week 13... tons of assignments still not done screw it... where da heck is my mood...
how i wish tat time could stop... well... everyone have to keep walking... which ever pace you are taking, u are still walking. one should never stop walking even if there is a large obstacle in front
if you cant do it dosent mean you should quit it just keep tryin till u get it right
so wad if you made mistake so wad if you didnt listen so wad if others are better SO WAD!
if you stop and quit u will just be throw away into the darkness... thats how the world works so wad if you stop to take a break when you come back u can still try it try it u get it... thats the only way tat you can move on
finally wednesday came yesterday after so long XD but as ususal, i was late for wed's freshie training because i got gems and director dialogue yesterday but... who cares! anyway, when i reach the club house, it was around 4.15 so i went to the concer and started playing the basic beats on the odaiko. after the training ended, 1 of the freshie brought out a cake tat she made and every1 was like WOW!~ although i didnt eat it, or should i say... i cant eat it because everytime i eat cold stuff, my joints will hurt due to injuries T.T seriously, if u ask me, health or hobby, i will say hobby. thats the type of person i am. i am willing to give in my 200% to do things that i like i am willing to trade my life to do something that i like thus whenever people ask me to stop daiko, it just piss me off. i dun care if my ankle is damage forever. i just wanna live doing what i like
Well I was just thinking back about all the things I have done and all those which I could have done. And reflecting on alot of things. Am I really needed. For I feel I am just a god damn burden to everyone around me... Maybe I should just fade away. The emptiness feeling I had all along is slowly becoming a black hole... Draining away whats left of me... Away. Whats there to fight for if u cant do anything rite. お帰り。。。皆さん。。。okaeri... minasan...welcome home... everyone...
Monday, June 28, 2010
its been about 1 month since i last posted over the past month many things happen but i only wan to talk about the daiko concert well basically i feel tat i screw up alot of things but i only wanted to make it a perfect concert so every1 will rmb it well in their heart but... i seriously feel tat i failed to do so im still thinking and reflecting about it everyday
thinking... wad could i have done to prevent the screw ups if only... i have done a better job... if only... i have double check everything... if only... i can rmb things better... if only... i have no screw up...
i just wanna... make u guys happy... cos for tat is my only thing left... keeping me moving forward in my sp life... well.. i guess no 1 will notice this post anyway...
for i will be forgotten soon... as i fade away in the darkness ahead...
last fri was the daiko FOC camp basically i was unhappy with the camp reasons? cos i didnt get to get more tan and for both days i did not get to interact much with the campers due to the horror factory and the vid but anyway did my job see ppl smile... kana feel happy on the outside... but sad in the inside... i hate who i am... if only i can rip tat face of mine away and show who i reali am
its been around 8 months since i last post i was working with my work all tis time and have no mode to blog
anyway this week is like hell rain everyday.. a tree fell on tues and block 4 lanes so i was late for lesson today first thing i see when i was taking the bus was a family car crashing into a truck
im now in the 3d option which i always wanted and in love with korean songs =]
i guess tats all i will write for now since im bloggin in my lesson
totally bored yesterday so just find random pics and made this re5 skin lolx not wad i expected but it will do lolx since im using cs2 photoshop on desktop and not a cs4 on my laptop
Yesterday had a blackout at home while using my laptop lucky got put battery lol the reason for blackout is because of the water boiler or wadever tat is call... Anyway dam bored now お帰り。。。皆さん。。。 okaeri... minasan... welcome home... everyone...