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Name: Bobby ColdHeart
Birthday: 9 Nov 92
Gender: Male
Horoscope: Scorpio
School: Singapore Polytechnic (SP)
Bukit Merah Secondary School (BMSS)
Zhangde Primary School (ZPS)

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study camp...

Monday, August 4, 2008

had study camp last week...
on Friday...
everything was damn quiet...
and so had lesson all the way to 8.30 pm...
btw i prefer to call it a workshop rather then a camp...
cos no overnight stay...
so...
had lesson...
and lesson...
and lesson...
during the camp nothing much happen...
just some ppl got wild here and there...
and here are some of the pics of my dinner XD

and guess wad...
b4 we left we wrote stuff to our frens...
and SAW THIS NOTE!!!

the one on the far right...
that note offended my class...
therefore my class shoot back with the other 2 notes on the side...
and thats all for my study camp XD

btw the word for the day is...
YURUSHIMAS which meets forgive...
can be broken up into...
yu-ru-shi-mas to help u better say out the word XD

yurushimas...
許す。。。
forgive...

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

.::. spirited away .::.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

ZzZ feeling totally tired...
as if my energy has been drain...
my life force is slowly depleting even while u r readin...
my motivation lvl felt in a flash as if it was spirited away...
dunno wad to do...
don't feel like doing anything...
just wanna put my bag down and stay down...
mayb rot there...
not a bad idea huh?...
can rest...
but...
the falling darkness...
gently embraces everything...
soon i will be overwhelm by darkness...
and shall be abandon into the world of darkness...
once again...
even in a world without light...
i long for a savior who can bring salvation to my soul...
as when the time comes...
i will no longer be around...

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

pics of the past

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

here are so pics that i took some time ago...
the first one is a cat...
saw it slping at the court and was darn cute...
so i took a photo of it XD...

next is a simple animation i made... enjoy...
no sound cos cannot upload SWF format...
click to play XD

next!!! pic of a bug...
its huge...
reali huge...
biggest bug i seen till now...
about 1 inch big

last but not least...
another animation...
did this when i nothing to do...
enjoy XD...

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

back from camp

Monday, June 23, 2008

its been some time since i last blog...
some stuff happening so v. busy...
well...
21st to 22nd got NCC camp...
so i went there to play...

Day 1

screwed up part b like fuck...
was having hell lot of fun...
part a totally shock to see another side of me -.-"|
then lunch...
after that nothing much happen...
till at nite field cooking...
helped the part a cook and so on...
then at nite part a got total defense thingy...
stayed with them and slp...
loled... then wash up and slp...

Day 2

morning got one cadet eating that time...
damn pro...
before eating...
chose out all vege...
then after eating throw vege away...
pro rite...
lunch time...
tried to force him eat vege...
guess wad...
b4 he bite the vege he held his nose...
totally wtf?!?!?!
then see log face let him go...
after that went beach road settle some stuff...
come back sch...
talk cock session...
at there reali toking cock stuff...
dinner time now...
fried rice... that cadet also damn power...
choose out all vege...
b4 go throw put tissue on top as if we dunno...
then throw away...
totally ownage...

CO nite...
damn fun...

part a...
a short play on HP stuff...
5 ppl behind the bench pretending to pee...
guess wad...
cubical explosion...
lol...
sry la part a i tot u all can go behind one bench...
but... i must say...
u guyz put up a nice performance...
the last min script was very funny...
but can be done better with more expressions...

part b...
yet another play but was on...
a wanted man...
not bad...
but a bit unorganized...
can be done better with more planning and so on...
but it is suppose to be the whole part b...
so... next time get every one in...

NCO and CLTs
lol... no link play with last min script...
i must say it was damn good...
totally ROFL lol...

alwell thats all for my camp...
cya guyz...

BTW list of ppl to thx for the camp...
-Jia Xi
for all the clear instruction and so on
-Hpone
for the hard work u have put in
-James
i know u very piss off but thx for everything u did
the food and so on... thx
-ZS
thx for everything u r the best XD
-Ryan
for teaching part a till so nice
-Edwin
although u did not do much but we tok cock till very fun
-Ken
part b hard work... thx for taking them
-Ben
same to u XD
-Zhi Jie
i dunno wad u do la lol but at least u came XD
-Zhong Jie
hope i did not spell ur name wrongly XD thx for helping out in part a
-CLT Fazul
thx for letting me screwed up part b lol
having hell lot of fun screwing them up...
hope can have one more session to screw lol
-last but not least all the teachers
thx for planning such a nice camp for us XD

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

ohisashiburi... minasan(long time no see... everyone)

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

it's been some time since i last post XD
hope none tot i was dead...
alwell who cares if i'm alive...
well 5th of june i went to SP of an open house...
went to sch of design...
the animation...
totally cute and awesome...
how i wish i can animate something like them...
aniway we did a paper bag desgin and this is my group's desgin XD

Front...

Back...

well today i went to the market...
guess wad... saw sharks...
heres a pic of the shark...

and here's my new mouse XD...

thats all cya soon...
btw...
悪人正機
akuninshouki
The evil persons are the right object of Amida's salvation

and...
お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

some reflections...

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

well... theres some many things that cant be change...
and we know its never too late to try...
i'm sorry i cant be perfect...
but now its me against the world...
i wanna proof every one wrong...
i'm not gonna be just apart of their game...
neither am i gonna be the victim of the game...
they're taking those i love and dreams...
i've got no place to go...
i've got no where to run...
therefore i got to watch them suffer...
the pain of having ur love one suffer in front of u...
its painful...

but its not gonna be the same...
even i have no place to go and run...
i will stand here and face the storms ahead...
i'm not a hero nor am i a super being...
but now its me against the world...
everything u say now will not change how i feel...
as it is me against the world...

First day of extra lesson

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

today was first day of extra lesson...
sec 4 = no holiday...
SO SAD T.T
ani way i saw this nice wording...
its below...

┏┓♡♡┏━━┓┏┓┏┓┏♡━┓
┃┃♡♡┃┏┓┃┃┃┃┃┃♡━┫
┃♡♡┓┃┗┛┃┃┗┛┃┃♡━┫
♡━♡┛┗━━┛┗━━┛┗♡━┛

nice rite?
its my friend msn nick
cool rite...
btw yesterday was bug invasion...
i got 15 kills while my dad got 5 kills lol
totally owned the bugs XD
thats all cya around folks

who i am...

Monday, May 26, 2008

i can be an angel...
or i can be a devil...
i am one who was crafted by you...
i cant resist...
the lust for strength...
the caving for flesh and blood...
therefore the hideous black lump within me...
has surfaced...
therefore...
i can only overwhelm...
those with power...
to please this hideous black lump...
of mine...

as i fight for those i have lost...
and those i don't wish to lose...

i will be gaining...
knowledge by the day...
and experience by the night...
as i swore...
to overwhelm you...

Some funny stuff

Monday, May 19, 2008

these few days nothing to do thus i went to youtube and search for some vids then i found this ☻ BRAINIAC ELECTRIC FENCE

GOOD LUCK HAVE FUN ENJOYING...

BTW THATS GONNA HURT

thats all folks hope you like it ☻

if this was a game to shock the brainiacs...

they will score 999999999₧ at first

and at the last part... i will give it...

99999999999999999999999999999999999₧ XD

WICKED

How To Overcome Mental Barriers

Friday, May 16, 2008

What Causes Mental Barriers...

mental barriers are cause by the little voice in our heads...
everybody has this voice...
that voice will either kill you or make you...
Arnold Schwarzenegger once said, “It is always the mind that fails first; not the body.”

it's true as
your thoughts create your feelings...
your feelings affect your actions...
and your actions produces the results..

let me give you an example...
its a true story of mine...
i used to have this little voice...

it always tell me not to go school...
whats the point of going to school...
you'll just face the same old shit again of being bullied...

therefore at that point of life...
i felt totally useless and hopeless...
i cant even defend myself...
i let this voice took control of me...
i followed everything it says...
stay and do nothing...
thus i rotted at home...
i felt really depress and totally useless...

and then one day...
i realize what i have been doing these few days...
and i told myself not to let he voice take control anymore...
forever...

thus i went back to school...
and everything that voice tried to voice out...
i will either just ignore it or think of something positive...
and thats how i overcome this voice...
by a simple action of overwhelming it...

if i can do it so can you...
now i am going to share 2 ways of overcoming that voice...

Re-Programming the Voice

before i share the 2 ways, i would like to say...
re-programming the voice is the hardest think to do in this world...
therefore you should be mentally prepared to change...
but in order to overcome it...
you will first need to be aware of it speaking...

firstly...
whenever the voice tries speaks when u tried to study...
interrupt it by saying something positive and empowering like...

think about a moment when you had a great time studying...

think about what you will become when you did well in your exams...

what will you feel like?

what kind of compliments will you receive?

what will you say to yourself when you look at your successful reflection in the mirror?

another tool to overcome to barrier is...
to keep a record of you life by either blogging or writing a journal...

there are two types of a journal or blogging...
they are...
"corny" journal and success journal...

a "corny" journal is all about how life has cheated you and how you are a victim of circumstance...

a success journal is about being aware of obstacles, learning from mistakes and successes alike. It contains documentation of how you overcame challenges and how you felt in those moments of despair and in those moments of joy, triumph and ecstasy...

a success journal is a great tool in your arsenal for overcoming that little voice and conditioning it to aid you in achieving your goals...

In conclusion...
do not ever ever let that voice take control..
even if the voice can make you...

always remember this...

only you can control you life...
only you can create miracles...
as you are who you are...
one of a kind and impossible to clone...
therefore life your life for yourself and not for that voice of yours...

lastly...
stay strong...
instead of that voice making the barrier to block out your voice...
secure the upper hand by create the barrier that blocks out the voice...

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study camp...

Monday, August 4, 2008

.::. spirited away .::.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

pics of the past

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

back from camp

Monday, June 23, 2008

ohisashiburi... minasan(long time no see... everyone)

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

some reflections...

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

First day of extra lesson

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

who i am...

Monday, May 26, 2008

Some funny stuff

Monday, May 19, 2008

How To Overcome Mental Barriers

Friday, May 16, 2008