Up Till Now
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Yoz long time no post... today is my ah ma b-day... my cabal is now lvl 21(only played for 3 hrs)... my live totally sux... and... thats all i think... nothing interesting...
Cabal
Thursday, February 21, 2008
WOOHOO today when to Cathay Cineplex Orchard with my fren. SO ALL YOU PPL OUT THERE WHO DO NOT HAVE CABAL PLS GO THERE AND GET IT ASAP ITS ONLY TILL 1MARCH!!! ITS DAMN NICE THE GAME IS GOOD!!!
My Valentine Day
Friday, February 15, 2008
haiz yet another yr of valentine day and all i did was the same old thing... stayed at home and do nothing.
Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light,
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much runnin' through my mind
First you wanna be free,
Now you say you need me,
Givin'mixed signals and signs
It's so hard to let you in
Thinkin' you might slam the brakes again
Put the pedal down
Headin out of town
I gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain is
Drivin' me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first,
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta getaway.
I can't keep comin' back to you,
Every time you're in the mood,
To whisper something sweet in my ear
It's so hard to move on,
'Cuz every time I think you're gone,
You show up in my rear view mirror
Is this just a detour?
'Cuz I gotta be sure
That you really mean what you say,
It's so hard to let you in,
Thinkin' you might slam the brakes again.
Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
I gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first,
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta getaway...
To a place where I
Can be redefined,
Where you're out of sight
And you're out of mind
But the truth is,
I can't even say goodbye.
To My Friends(if you think you are one, read on...)
Sunday, February 10, 2008
You can change your life
You can change your clothes
If you change your mind
Well,that`s the way it goes
But I`m gonna keep your appearance
And your personality
cause they are going to be lock in my memories
Your never gonna get them back
At least not today...
Not today...
Not today...
Cause...
If it`s over let it go and,
Come tomorrow it will seem,
So Yesterday...
I`m just a bird that`s already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay
You can say you're bored
You can act real tough
You could say you're torn
But I've heard enough
Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today...
Not today...
Not today...
cause
If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, What is left to do
How can you hang up,If the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off, Then it isn't on
a new me, a new motto, a new life
Saturday, February 9, 2008
after 3 days of CNY, i have decided i can choose wad i wanna be and be a deaf guy. i dun have to listen to any one nor do i have to follow others... i must live my life to the fullest. i must live this life for myself but not others... i believe i can change this fate of mine.
I'm an angel, I'm a devil... I am sometimes in between... I'm as bad as it can get... And good as it can be... Sometimes I'm a million colours... Sometimes I'm black and white... I am all extremes... Try to figure me out you never can... There's so many things I am...
I am special... I am wonderful and powerful, Unstoppable... Sometimes I'm miserable... Sometimes I'm pitiful... But that's so typical of all the things I am...
I'm someone filled with self-belief... I'm haunted by self-doubt... I've got all the answers... I've got nothing figured out... I like to be by myself... I hate to be alone... I'm up and I am down... But that's part of the thrill... Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am...
I'm a million contradictions... Sometimes I make no sense... Sometimes I'm perfect... Sometimes I'm a mess... Sometimes I'm not sure who I am
i have reach my limit...
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
haiz... it is now only the 5th week of the yr 2008 and now i have reach my limit... very stress... very tired... and have no idea wad to do... both physically and mentally burned out... Crash... that was you and me... started out so innocently... shattered on the ground... I can hear the sound ringing in my ears... I still feel the sting of my tears... someone wake me! I can’t seem to break free! Come on get out of my head I’m on the wrong side of this parallel universe... am I alive or just dead? I’ve been struggling in the dark and living in a crash world... hush... don’t say anymore... at this point the truth seems twisted cuz who we were is gone forever... crushed... underneath the fears... everything's so twisted and weird...
Someone save me! I can’t seem to break free!
Slow motion... devastation... should’ve seen it coming but I couldn’t do nothing... emotion... desperation... should have known that they will put me into this dangerous pit so someone... please save me!
The Little Frog
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
this is a story bout a group of little frogs.
they had a race. the race to climb a very high building.
soon, a huge crowd gathered around the building to see the race and cheer for the frogs.
and so the race began...
no one in the crowd believe that the frogs could reach the top of the building.
instead of saying stuff like " you can do it buddy ", they said " there is no way for these tiny frog the reach the top... totally impossible."
The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one...
... only a few determine ones are left in the race...
the crowd continue to discourage the remainders...
more frogs gave up...
but there is one who continued to climb bit by bit, higher up the building.
at the end, only the frog reach the top of the building. all the other frogs were amazed by what he did and started asking him how he did it.
it turned out...
that he was deaf...
The wisdom of this story is:
Never listen to other people’s tendencies to be negative or pessimistic...
…cause they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you. The ones you have in your heart!
Always think of the power words have.
Because everything you hear and read will affect your actions!
Therefore:
ALWAYS be…
POSITIVE!
And above all:
Be DEAF when people tell YOU that YOU cannot fulfill YOUR dreams!
Always think:
"I can do it! "
Chinese horoscopes for Monkey
Friday, January 25, 2008
Monkeys can run circles around other people with ease. They are curious and clever people who catch on quickly to most anything. Monkey people generally can accomplish any given task. They appreciate difficult or challenging work as it stimulates them and makes them think.
Monkeys are fun-loving people who really enjoy a good time with friends, family or anyone else for that matter. They love practical jokes and like to play tricks on colleagues and friends alike. Monkeys tend to stir up trouble simply out of boredom, which can end up being more hurtful than they intended. Often, when this causes trouble, they expect others to understand it was all a joke and to deal with the consequences on their own.
Monkeys are curious creatures as well. Some people call them nosy. Others call them interested. The Chinese say they are just downright curious. Although gifted with a strong intellect, creativity and intuition are nor their fortes. They can’t put themselves in your shoes even if they try and will become easily distracted or confused.
People born in the Year of the Monkey share certain characteristics. The Monkey Sign is an abbreviated way of characterizing that individual’s personality. Following are features associated with the Sign of the Monkey.
Ninth in order, Chinese name—HOU, sign of imagination
Hour—3pm-4:59pm Month—August
Western Counterpart—Leo
CHARACTERISTICS
Imaginative, responsible, humorous, witty, curious, clever, sneaky
THE WATER MONKEY 1932 AND 1992
Water gives this Monkey sensitivity. He is easily hurt by the words or actions of others. For protection, these Monkeys usually wear a game face, preferring not to share their emotions or feelings with others. If they play their cards right and pay attention they can be quite successful. However, if they become distracted, these Monkeys can become consumed with gossip or meddlesome activities.
LIEKS AND DISLIKES
SCORPIO MONKEY
These Monkeys are quite amusing. They love to have fun and tackle adventurous things. However, the Scorpio can bring out a deviousness and a negative curiosity that can be troublesome for this Monkey.
Since Monkeys are born under the same Animal Sign they often share likes and dislikes. Following are similar likes and dislikes of the Monkey personality.
Color Preference: Yellow and Gold
Gems and Stones: Quartz Crystal, Aquamarine, Topaz, Agate
Suitable Gifts: Books, pens, mobile phone, a makeover, joke book, crossword puzzles
Hobbies and Pastimes: Playing an instrument, working a puzzle, karaoke, mind teasers
Monkeys Dislike: Being told to be quiet, not being the most popular, people who don’t like their jokes
feelings...
Monday, January 21, 2008
Courage achieves your dream.
Do your best?
Let's move forward so we don't lose.
The story that waits only for me has begun.
It's better to fight then to run, isn't it?
The lust for strength...
The craving for blood and flesh...
The hideous black lump within oneself...
That's the moment when we feel those things clearly.
although we cannot control it but once you feel those things clearly,
you do not wish to feel them again.
The night sky full of cries
hearts filled with lies
the contract isit worth the prize
A soul pledged to the darkness
now i've lost it
i know i can kill
the truth exists beyon the gates
To All My Friends
Friday, January 11, 2008
What I'm standing on is sinking in
And I don't have a clue how to get off of it
But when I look at you there is hope
It's like you see the sadness in my eyes
You read the blue between the lines
You could be the one to hold me when I wanna cry
Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the while
I'm hanging on
Cause that is all I know
Could you be
the one to save me
from every bad habit that
has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this smile
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