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Name: Bobby ColdHeart
Birthday: 9 Nov 92
Gender: Male
Horoscope: Scorpio
School: Singapore Polytechnic (SP)
Bukit Merah Secondary School (BMSS)
Zhangde Primary School (ZPS)

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Thursday, August 5, 2010

just fuk it...
im just a god damn burden to everyone around me.

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

once again. i went to the club room after my lesson.
the empty club house just feels so comfortable.
its like the only place where i can put down the load on my shoulder.

i just wan people around me to be happy.
isit tat hard?
going around to help others carry their burdens.
isit stupid?
acting like a retard to cheer others up.
isit really retarded?

the true me, lock within.
i wonder...
when can i really release the chains.
and become myself.

maybe i should stop helping others lift their loads.
but watching others look stress.
i really hate it.
thats y i choose to talk the sorrow from others,
and build it within me.

if only i can ease their pain.
if only i have more power.
i wont have to see ppl around me suffer so much.

i wish i can take all the sorrow and suffering from others,
and just keep it in me, so that no one will be sad.

maybe this is just a very foolish idea;
but so what. i chose to bear the weight of other feelings.

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

Sunday, August 1, 2010

The truth that lies in front of my eyes are put away in sepia tones
I don’t understand those things anymore

“You’ll be fine on your own… right?” that's what you said before saying goodbye
If it’s going to be that kind of consolation then I should be tired of hearing it by now

The merciless memories seem to have no intention of forgiving me.
Even if I close my eyes they will still playback.

Will the rain ever stop, I wonder? For a pretty long time now it’s been cold.
Why am i standing in this wide empty field, with nothing to hide under.

As time past, i realize. The future is not what i wanted.
As the past, is what i seek.

You, who try to give me a new start by your consolations.
I'm sorry but i still keep everything inside.

A heart lock within the darkness, scars that near heals.
A decoy that stays on the surface, hiding away the truth.

The sorrow and pain which build up within.
Nobody will ever understand.

The rain keeps on falling today as well knowing no end,
with no where to hid, i can only take the load off others,
to forget the sorrow and pain within.

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

week 13...
tons of assignments still not done
screw it...
where da heck is my mood...

how i wish tat time could stop...
well... everyone have to keep walking...
which ever pace you are taking,
u are still walking.
one should never stop walking even
if there is a large obstacle in front

if you cant do it dosent mean you should quit it
just keep tryin till u get it right

so wad if you made mistake
so wad if you didnt listen
so wad if others are better
SO WAD!

if you stop and quit u will just be throw away
into the darkness... thats how the world works
so wad if you stop to take a break
when you come back u can still try it
try it u get it...
thats the only way tat you can move on

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

Thursday, July 8, 2010

finally wednesday came yesterday after so long XD
but as ususal, i was late for wed's freshie training
because i got gems and director dialogue yesterday
but... who cares!
anyway, when i reach the club house,
it was around 4.15
so i went to the concer and started playing the basic beats
on the odaiko.
after the training ended,
1 of the freshie brought out a cake tat she made
and every1 was like WOW!~
although i didnt eat it, or should i say...
i cant eat it because everytime i eat cold stuff,
my joints will hurt due to injuries T.T
seriously, if u ask me,
health or hobby,
i will say hobby.
thats the type of person i am.
i am willing to give in my 200% to do things that i like
i am willing to trade my life to do something that i like
thus whenever people ask me to stop daiko,
it just piss me off.
i dun care if my ankle is damage forever.
i just wanna live doing what i like

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

Monday, July 5, 2010

am i not needed anymore by this world?

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Well I was just thinking back about all the things I have done and all those which I could have done. And reflecting on alot of things. Am I really needed. For I feel I am just a god damn burden to everyone around me... Maybe I should just fade away. The emptiness feeling I had all along is slowly becoming a black hole... Draining away whats left of me... Away. Whats there to fight for if u cant do anything rite. お帰り。。。皆さん。。。okaeri... minasan...welcome home... everyone...

Monday, June 28, 2010

its been about 1 month since i last posted
over the past month many things happen
but i only wan to talk about the daiko concert
well basically i feel tat i screw up alot of things
but i only wanted to make it a perfect concert
so every1 will rmb it well in their heart
but... i seriously feel tat i failed to do so
im still thinking and reflecting about it everyday

thinking... wad could i have done to prevent the screw ups
if only... i have done a better job...
if only... i have double check everything...
if only... i can rmb things better...
if only... i have no screw up...

i just wanna... make u guys happy...
cos for tat is my only thing left...
keeping me moving forward in my sp life...
well.. i guess no 1 will notice this post anyway...

for i will be forgotten soon...
as i fade away in the darkness ahead...

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

Daiko Camp

Monday, May 24, 2010

last fri was the daiko FOC camp
basically i was unhappy with the camp
reasons?
cos i didnt get to get more tan
and for both days i did not get to interact
much with the campers due to the
horror factory and the vid
but anyway did my job
see ppl smile...
kana feel happy on the outside...
but sad in the inside...
i hate who i am...
if only i can rip tat face of mine away
and show who i reali am

heres the vid

お帰り。。。皆さん。。
okaeri... minasan..
welcome home... everyone...

life

Friday, May 21, 2010

its been around 8 months since i last post
i was working with my work all tis time
and have no mode to blog

anyway this week is like hell
rain everyday..
a tree fell on tues and block 4 lanes
so i was late for lesson
today first thing i see when i was taking
the bus was a family car crashing into a truck

im now in the 3d option which i always wanted
and in love with korean songs =]

i guess tats all i will write for now since im bloggin
in my lesson

お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...

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