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Name: Bobby ColdHeart
Birthday: 9 Nov 92
Gender: Male
Horoscope: Scorpio
School: Singapore Polytechnic (SP)
Bukit Merah Secondary School (BMSS)
Zhangde Primary School (ZPS)

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wad i feel

Sunday, April 13, 2008

as the day advances, i feel more and more tried... the load on my shoulder is rapidly increasing... after all that has happen to me... i walk alone rite now... therefore there is no one to share this load of mine... how i wish... i could throw this load of mine down... lie on the ground... close my eyes... and remain resting in that position forever... how nice would it feel... but i know its... impossible... therefore if it is possible... a while would do... i just wanna know... how it feel... isit too much to ask for?... as no matter wad i do... no one cares... but instead... they pull me down... therefore.. i have decided... no one can help me escape from this world of darkness... no one... as no matter how well i it something... no one cares... therefore why should i do them... i will just... wait here... till i fall... into an... eternal slumber... as i am already tried of this damn life of mine...

bout the 4e blog... if u dun appreciate it... so be it... i will only open the blog to those hu appreciate it... i am already sick and tried of all of u pulling me down... therefore i will not do anymore things for all of u...

Sooooooo tired todae...

Friday, April 11, 2008

haiz today nid speech day rehearser... tmr real thing... thus today bring the 300m cat-5 cable from control room pull till basketball court... then NID MASKING TAPE EVERYTHING TO THE GROUND T.T

worse of all tmr nid to roll back T.T life is harsh... so many stuff to do... haiz no time to relax

A Story of Mine...

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

because of u...
i am able to be here rite now...
because of u...
i am able to have fun and laughter...
because of u...
i began to trust to world...
because of u...
i took my first step into this world...

but after wad u did to me...

because of u...
hate overwhelm me...
because of u...
i started to hate the world...
because of u...
i had to find reason for me to live...
because of u...
i went back to square one...
because of u...
all my fun and laughter were gone...
because of u...
i no longer trust any one...
because of u...
i was force to be alone...
because of u...
my life was totally...
RUIN

Days till now, Questions till now...

Thursday, April 3, 2008

long time no post already... days till now are still ok...
but there was an uprising of questions stuck in my head...
for an example,

isit better to lose a friend then to have bloodshed?

to me, i feed that it is better to lose a friend then to have bloodshed
because, i feel that if u keep covering up for ur friend, there will be
bloodshed. its just a matter of time that determine the bloodshed.
therefore, i rather betray him then to let him shed blood...
am i doing the right thing this way? i have no idea...

what would u do if u were in my position?
lets say u got a fren hu was always doing the wrong thing, and u were a
very gd fren of his therefore u do not wish to see him suffer and u
cover up for him... it does not have to do bad things... it could be just
scolding of someone and u who do not wish to see him kana punish, throw in
some excuse and save them from the tortures.

well... to me i will rather lose them, my frens, as if i did not so called
"betray" them now and correct their mistake, what will happen if there were out working and they went against the law and u tried to cover up for him. therefore my mind is clear... i will always lose my fren if i have to in order to prevent further more bloodshed. even if i were to be hated for eternity, i dun care and i will still do the same, lose a fren then to have bloodshed...

the next question i am going to discuss with u is that do you thing that
Thes A Price To Pay For Everything You Do?

for me, yes for sure... just like the previous question when i "betray" them, i will be hated for eternity... therefore i feel that the is a price to pay for everything i do... and i call it, fair trade... what do you think?

well, heres a situation for u all to think on... i feel that in this situation, these 2 questions will be present in our mind. imagine that u r outside working... and then, u see a very expensive object on ur boss table... and u were taunted to take the object because the ugly side of u were telling u, "take it, u always wanted that thing... why give it up when there is no one looking at u? u can just go in, taking and go and then pretend nothing has happen." thus u stood up and crept into ur boss's office and took the object and escape the room and pretended nothing has happen. but a few min later, u noticed that ur partner knew that u had just stolen the object. now, i want u to put urself in that partner's shoe. would u rather lose ur job or lose a partner... its a 2 in one question as u would nid to think... if i rather have bloodshed then to lose a partner, u lose ur job... if you rather lose a partner then to have bloodshed, u will be hated right to the core of ur partner and u still have ur job plus if the boss is happy, a promotion is even possible... think about it...

well, i feel that its better for us to think hard bout these 2 questions i have pointed out... its better to solve these question before u leave sch as if u made a wrong conclusion on which path to take, there are still people around to correct u... but when u leave sch, one way step and u shall face the result of what you do...

to conclude, i am now very lost... isit to continue to follow what i feel i should do(lost a fren then to have bloodshed)? or rather have bloodshed then lose a fren...
btw if it is possible, pls do take some time and think about the situation i have given u all and if it is really possible pls answer this question at the option board at the bottom of the page. and i would like to thank u for the answer u have given me.

Up Till Now

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Yoz long time no post... today is my ah ma b-day... my cabal is now lvl 21(only played for 3 hrs)... my live totally sux... and... thats all i think... nothing interesting...

Cabal

Thursday, February 21, 2008

WOOHOO today when to Cathay Cineplex Orchard with my fren. SO ALL YOU PPL OUT THERE WHO DO NOT HAVE CABAL PLS GO THERE AND GET IT ASAP ITS ONLY TILL 1MARCH!!! ITS DAMN NICE THE GAME IS GOOD!!!

My Valentine Day

Friday, February 15, 2008

haiz yet another yr of valentine day and all i did was the same old thing... stayed at home and do nothing.
Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light,
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much runnin' through my mind

First you wanna be free,
Now you say you need me,
Givin'mixed signals and signs
It's so hard to let you in
Thinkin' you might slam the brakes again

Put the pedal down
Headin out of town
I gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain is
Drivin' me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first,
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta getaway.

I can't keep comin' back to you,
Every time you're in the mood,
To whisper something sweet in my ear
It's so hard to move on,
'Cuz every time I think you're gone,
You show up in my rear view mirror

Is this just a detour?
'Cuz I gotta be sure
That you really mean what you say,
It's so hard to let you in,
Thinkin' you might slam the brakes again.

Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
I gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first,
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta getaway...

To a place where I
Can be redefined,
Where you're out of sight
And you're out of mind
But the truth is,
I can't even say goodbye.

To My Friends(if you think you are one, read on...)

Sunday, February 10, 2008

You can change your life
You can change your clothes
If you change your mind
Well,that`s the way it goes

But I`m gonna keep your appearance
And your personality
cause they are going to be lock in my memories
Your never gonna get them back
At least not today...
Not today...
Not today...
Cause...

If it`s over let it go and,
Come tomorrow it will seem,
So Yesterday...
I`m just a bird that`s already flown away

Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored
You can act real tough
You could say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today...
Not today...
Not today...
cause

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, What is left to do
How can you hang up,If the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off, Then it isn't on

a new me, a new motto, a new life

Saturday, February 9, 2008

after 3 days of CNY, i have decided i can choose wad i wanna be and be a deaf guy. i dun have to listen to any one nor do i have to follow others... i must live my life to the fullest. i must live this life for myself but not others... i believe i can change this fate of mine.

I'm an angel, I'm a devil... I am sometimes in between... I'm as bad as it can get... And good as it can be... Sometimes I'm a million colours... Sometimes I'm black and white... I am all extremes... Try to figure me out you never can... There's so many things I am...

I am special... I am wonderful and powerful, Unstoppable... Sometimes I'm miserable... Sometimes I'm pitiful... But that's so typical of all the things I am...

I'm someone filled with self-belief... I'm haunted by self-doubt... I've got all the answers... I've got nothing figured out... I like to be by myself... I hate to be alone... I'm up and I am down... But that's part of the thrill... Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am...

I'm a million contradictions... Sometimes I make no sense... Sometimes I'm perfect... Sometimes I'm a mess... Sometimes I'm not sure who I am

i have reach my limit...

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

haiz... it is now only the 5th week of the yr 2008 and now i have reach my limit... very stress... very tired... and have no idea wad to do... both physically and mentally burned out... Crash... that was you and me... started out so innocently... shattered on the ground... I can hear the sound ringing in my ears... I still feel the sting of my tears... someone wake me! I can’t seem to break free! Come on get out of my head I’m on the wrong side of this parallel universe... am I alive or just dead? I’ve been struggling in the dark and living in a crash world... hush... don’t say anymore... at this point the truth seems twisted cuz who we were is gone forever... crushed... underneath the fears... everything's so twisted and weird...
Someone save me! I can’t seem to break free!

Slow motion... devastation... should’ve seen it coming but I couldn’t do nothing... emotion... desperation... should have known that they will put me into this dangerous pit so someone... please save me!

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Sunday, April 13, 2008

Sooooooo tired todae...

Friday, April 11, 2008

A Story of Mine...

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Days till now, Questions till now...

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Up Till Now

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Cabal

Thursday, February 21, 2008

My Valentine Day

Friday, February 15, 2008

To My Friends(if you think you are one, read on...)

Sunday, February 10, 2008

a new me, a new motto, a new life

Saturday, February 9, 2008

i have reach my limit...

Wednesday, February 6, 2008