ITP and other stuff
Friday, April 8, 2011
today or rather i would say yesterday night,
our ITP result was posted in sch.
went to check it tis morning and i got into
the Game Resource Center @ innvo-v, SP.
was wad i wanted. at first. im not so sure
about it anymore. theres so many things going
on inside my head rite now. im not really sure
where i wan to go now. mayb i have lost sight
of my dream. but one thing for sure.
theres no point standing here and waiting.
even if u move blindly, some how u will
see the path that u wanted some where.
anyway, got a sms today. the sms was about
me being too serious about the concert planning.
well, i agree tat i am quite serious about it
as i wan it to be one where the audience will
nvr forget. i would rather give up the chance
to perform on stage if i can perfect the back
stage operation. i dun mind not performing and
solely being a back stage crew. i sux at druming.
might as well do something which i am better at.
well, i sux at everything anyway so wads the point.
anyway, moving on, the sms also said tat i am
anxious due to the timeline and my ITP. well,
i totally disagree to tis line. i am not the
type to let other things get in my way. i am
not worried tat i cannot continue planning
becos my ITP is starting. even if i have ITP,
i still have the night and bus trips to plan.
besides, my itp is only weekday. the weekends
are totally empty.
the timeline? there was no milestone for us to
meet anyway. its all set by us, the OIC and 2IC.
so wads the point of me worrying about the time
frame? i set it myself or rather, we set it
ourself. we can gauge about how long each section
needs.
there are ppl saying tat i am organized. i dun
feel tat i am organized at all. in fact i feel
that i cant even do anything well at all. although
i always tell others tat there is a reason for
wadever i do, but still, no one will trust me.
tats y i just say theres a reason tats why i do
tat. tell me y they say i am organized as i am
not convince at all.
the last of the sms was tat i am very serious
or formal. its because u r rank higher in terms
of hierarchy and we are doing work. thats y i use
formal speech with you.
alwell. its a dead blog anyway. just a place for
me to throw or deposit all my memories here. lets
hope no one read tis post as its only between
tis site and me.
hope tis will gimme some motivation to carry on
working.

May everyday is a Sunny day!~
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