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Name: Bobby ColdHeart
Birthday: 9 Nov 92
Gender: Male
Horoscope: Scorpio
School: Singapore Polytechnic (SP)
Bukit Merah Secondary School (BMSS)
Zhangde Primary School (ZPS)
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Sunday, February 20, 2011
its been quite a long time since i last blog.so many things happen but im not gona address
all of them.
recently, so many of my peers are saying that
they are giving up and staying back one more
year in poly. its so frustrating to hear these
words. i feel so helpless and stupid cos i cant
do anything to help them cos we are from different
courses. and even if i can help them, i can only
do very little. sometimes i really think.
what for i learn so much stuff when its all just
basic knowledge. whats the use of learning so
many things and to find out that what you
learn is nothing. since we were fated to mean,
i wan all of us to move on together. my motto,
one for all, all for one. i hate to leave others
to die alone. i really hate it. but im just a
stupid idiot. whenever i try to push someone,
i feel that i am just hurting them more. i wish
to help other carry their burdens and ease their
pain and yet i am putting weights on their shoulder.
sometimes i wish i could just stay in the darkness
and just observe. but thats totally not my style.
when i see my peers in need, i just have to help
them even if they dun ask. im a idiot. what ever
i've done, im stupid. i cant even help others get
their confident back. i cant even help them with
their work.
they say, the first step of helping others is to
open yourself to others. but till now, my heart is
still closed. i choose to lock my heart so others
would think that i could be a pillar for them to
relay on. i was wrong. even the strongest pillar
will fall one day. its only a matter of time.
even volcano erupt when there is too much pressure.
but i cant reveal myself. theres nothing for me to
grab hold on when i fall.
it sucks to keep everything in. but this is the path
which i choose to take. theres no point in regreting
or what so ever.
lets screw this whole shit and put it aside. its
just me complaining to this blog where no one reads.
well, when traveling to and fro sch, i tend to think
alot. think about many many things and i plan these
things. it isnt wrong to plan early rite? cos it let
me imagine what the event or item will look like. and
planning early allows me to foresee the problems.
some people think that i just think too much. and i
love to put the blame on myself. well, since you give
me the task of planning the event, i feel responsible
for everything which cock ups during the event. things
wont go the way that you wanted it.
im gonna stop here. i find no point in complaining here
anymore. i have no idea what to type and what i am typing
anymore. i should cool my head.
i'm just too freaking useless and irresponsible.
maybe this may cheer me up.
お帰り。。。皆さん。。。
okaeri... minasan...
welcome home... everyone...
