di yi ci ( first time)
Thursday, December 2, 2010
ever since i came to sp, alot of things happen.
and alot of those things that happen are my first
time.
and esp. when i reach year2 in my poly life, hell
lot of first time. well, to start of, this is my
first time in a performing cca. ever since my
pri sch, i've only been in UG, sports or clubs,
nvr in performing group. okay, i did join choir in
pri 6 but we did nothing much, cos first year having
it.
its also my first time joining a amazing race around sg.
its was tired and embarrassing. dun ask me the detail cos
i wan to keep it to myself as its the first camp i had in
SP.
be noticed. although i've been very well known in all my
study life, but i have a feeling that people accept me
for what i am capable of and not for what i can do for them.
but, that's till a while ago. alwell, at least its a different
feeling from back then.
wild wild wet. believe it or not, its my first time to wild wild
wet this year. its amazing. i wanna thx zaylinn for the free tickets.
i think without the free tickets, i would nvr have the chance to
go to wild wild wet.
gamemaster. believe it or not, i have alot of ideas for camps
and games, but i have nvr been appointed a row related to GM.
i've always been the one who follow orders. thus being a GM is
a different feeling for me as i am the 1 giving orders to people
to conduct the game.
planning a chalet. although there were nothing much to plan, but
i hope everyone have fun during the chalet and i think everyone
did. so im glad that it worked out as there wasnt much planning.
and must of my first time, was in the chalet.
world of k-pop. i would like to thx 2 of my fren here, yl and
justina. without them, i would nvr have tried to listen to korean
song and would nvr discover how beautiful korean songs are.
chairman. i would nvr expect myself to become a chairman of the class.
basically, i dun present myself properly to others as i do not noe
how to express myself. and secondly, i grew up in a harsh environment
so i use alot of vulgar. but, in the end i still took up the job.
and i think i did okay.
receiving a hug. it was during the daiko chalet, where one of my
fren hug me. that hug was the best hug i ever had. alot after
receiving the hug, i felt like crying as it felt really warm, and
the very first time i felt tat i was accepted by another person.
but i shy out from the hug and my face turn red. i nvr revealed
my true self to anybody, not even the people closed to me. so i
just had to hold it back and pretend nothing happen when my fren
hug me.
watch the sun rise with my fren. i always been alone, and i do things
alone. its the first time i watch the sun rise with so many people.
it makes me feel more accepted by the world.
dance. well, i always tot tat dancin was for girls and gays but i was
wrong. dancing is a medium to express ur feelings. ever since i see
1 of my fren dance so well, i began to pick up bits of dance from
song mvs.
sunshiner. thank you wendy. for introducing me to sunny. its the first
time i idolize a singer, and it brighten up my life. its no longer the
same routine of going to sch just to face the comp and doing work.
being known for what i did and not for fighting. well, usually my whole
sch knows who i am because i keep getting into fights. but now, people noe
me for what i did, my achievements.
performing in a concert. its the best moment of my sp life. my first
concert. okay, not mine. its everyone's. but looking at others training
hard, makes you wanna push yourself more. 19-06-2010 i will nvr forget
this date.
saying no to others. when people ask me to do something for them,
i usually say "okay lor". but, during tis sem, when people ask me to join
my group, and these people only hug those tat can work cos they cant, i
ask them to ask my boss. although tis is not directly saying no, but
they noe tat my boss sure say no. so i think its a kind of saying no to
others.
celebrate chirstmas. i've nvr celebrated christmas. so its a new
experience for me and i love gift exchange sessions.
birthday party. can you believe it? 18 years of my life and none of my
fren celebrated my birthday for my. but its a different case when i come
to poly. during my year 1, my daiko frens wrote me a card. i was touched
as its the first time some one actually celebrated my birthday. although
there was no cake, the card enough is very important to me. now in my
year 2, they actually bought me presents and make cards for me. i had
frame all the photos that they gave me. i will nvr forget them. all the
cards are all well kept. i will nvr forget u guys, daikorean.
ask by a girl if i like her. well, you noe the answers if you noe me well.
of cos i would shy out and say nothing. but the feeling is nice. i nvr tot
that a girl would as me this question. so... i shall not say anything more.
its also my first time buying poster. u noe, poster is like everytime u
sees it, it give u abit of motivation to work. and it also brighten up
yr room and mood.
well, there are alot more di yi ci but i shall not blog about them for
if i blog about them and my daiko mates sees them, im dead XD and i still
have to do my assignments so. until next time.
帰り。。。皆さん。。
okaeri... minasan..
welcome home... everyone...
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